Edwin Collins - A Girl Like You

“你真美呀,請為我停留,哪怕只有片刻為了渺小的我。”
Faust said so,Please stay in that moment forever.





I`ve never known a girl like you before
I`ll just like any song from days of you
He coming knocking out there on my door
Well I`ve never met a girl like you before
Give me just a taste so I want more
Now my hands are bleeding and my knees are raw
`Cause now you got me crawling, crawling on the floor
I`ve never known a girl like you before
Wave me a college
The devil in me
I hoped you got `em talking
At a fare aclee
Hope that I`m talking at a gare aclee
No time talking `bout the way I feel
And I`ve never known a girl like you before
Never, never, never, never
Never known a girl like you before
This old time changed so much
Don`t see where I belong
Too many poor singers
Not enough put their thumbs and now

You`ve come along
Yes, you`ve come along
And I never met a girl like you before
It`s alright

CHELSEA HOTEL NO. 2

Actually ,I don't really want to talk about this.

But just for today.
I feel so sad , sad as Rufus's vocal.




CHELSEA HOTEL NO. 2 Lyrics

I remember you well in the Chelsea Hotel,
you were talking so brave and so sweet,
giving me head on the unmade bed,
while the limousines wait in the street.
Those were the reasons and that was New York,
we were running for the money and the flesh.
And that was called love for the workers in song
probably still is for those of them left.

Ah but you got away, didn't you babe,
you just turned your back on the crowd,
you got away, I never once heard you say,
I need you, I don't need you,
I need you, I don't need you
and all of that jiving around.

I remember you well in the Chelsea Hotel
you were famous, your heart was a legend.
You told me again you preferred handsome men
but for me you would make an exception.
And clenching your fist for the ones like us
who are oppressed by the figures of beauty,
you fixed yourself, you said, "Well never mind,
we are ugly but we have the music."

And then you got away, didn't you babe...

I don't mean to suggest that I loved you the best,
I can't keep track of each fallen robin.
I remember you well in the Chelsea Hotel,
that's all, I don't even think of you that often.

If It Be Your Will ,A clip from Leonard Cohen: I'm Your Man

(21米金。)

每次看每次掉淚。

這部片必看的程度已經不用在廢話了。
沒看過的文藝青年、假掰的、想學假掰的、有點細胞的、附庸風雅的、下里八人,都應該去瞧瞧。
極端的就像我,去買dvd吧


"If It Be Your Will" (Leonard Cohen)
Covered by Antony(這人之紅,已經不用再廢話了)


If it be your will
That I speak no more
And my voice be still
As it was before
I will speak no more
I shall abide until
I am spoken for
If it be your will
If it be your will
That a voice be true
From this broken hill
I will sing to you
From this broken hill
All your praises they shall ring
If it be your will
To let me sing
From this broken hill
All your praises they shall ring
If it be your will
To let me sing

If it be your will
If there is a choice
Let the rivers fill
Let the hills rejoice
Let your mercy spill
On all these burning hearts in hell
If it be your will
To make us well

And draw us near
And bind us tight
All your children here
In their rags of light
In our rags of light
All dressed to kill
And end this night
If it be your will

If it be your will.

搖滾加味的喜宴

這是難得一見,空前絕後的婚禮喜宴。
幾乎獨立樂界老字號的樂團都出現了
婚禮歌手有88顆芭樂子
還有濁水溪的小柯
1976
隨機上陣的吉他手們,秀秀、阿義。
現場的氣氛被這樣的奇幻組合jam給炒熱到最高點。
眾人誠心的祝福以搖滾來表達
這真是再純淨也不過的能量。
我想再也不會有任何一場表演比當晚更令人激賞。
這非關音樂、技巧、品味,而是純粹的婚喪喜慶。
恭喜新郎新娘,祝福你們。

17歲,高中,正義的夜鳥。


最近忙壞了
我可以說每天都是公司的守門人之一,最後走的。

昨晚因緣際會,跟Kasumi聊天,我放了高中正義給她聽。
大部分人都說好聽,只有老蔡虧說這是餐廳專用fusion曲。
呵,他說的也沒錯,這的確是很像GRP(對,以前股票行情的配樂)那種流行fusion濫觴。
我心機很重,每次女朋友來我都會放這首來溫存。
這種帶有淡淡的憂傷,應該很像完事後那種意猶未盡的感覺。
樂苦,壞苦。就像用完E以後的憂鬱。
以前也常常用這首歌來加味,讓自己更加沉溺在傷心的情緒中。
頗自虐。
快12年的時間,生肖輪完一輪。
好多好多往事,都在這首歌中。


謝謝Kasumi讓我有機會再重新拿出來播放。 :)

Night Birds by 高中正義

二兵‧壘球‧台中老諾


多虧老周的電腦苦手,所以我得以弄到softball的live dvd。
看著看著,我又想起那多年前的往事。
青春幼稚與焦慮,剛入伍的不安。
能認識壘球這個年輕樂團,真的又要感謝老周一次。
台灣叛客傳教士,雖然搞廠牌不順利,但也算是風格獨特鮮明的獨立廠牌。

當初我才入伍不久,還是天到不行的菜二兵,年假的五天,就跟著老周去看壘球的台中表演。
那應該是我第二次去台中(除了當兵外),台中有很多回憶,如今卻是我再也不願意踏入的地方。



這是我最喜愛的壘球單曲,2001年...啊..再也不回來
我的青春與熱血都不見了,只剩下焦慮還殘留著。

Status by softball

Hi Daniel , How are you?


上週二看完片子就該寫一下的。
可是實在太忙了。
這是唯一今年影展有意願想看的片子。
畢竟是超過10年我還有特別印象的藝人。
以前志堅有寫篇特別介紹Daniel Johnston,不知道這次兩場次有多少人知道擁有他的唱片呢?

這部紀錄片,相當逗趣。
在某些描繪過去事件場景的時候,常會搭配罐頭音效。
片頭從他小時後的童年開始回顧,很容易可以觀察D.J.現在的面貌與他的生長家庭環境背景之關係。
清教徒父母的嚴格教育,與對他殷切的期盼。
對他藝術家般纖細敏感的性格造成的身心箝制。
使得在中學後他開始出現異常。
D.J.是很聰明的人,我甚至覺得他會運用他的精神瘋狂狀態來作為創作的一種來源與契機。
所以他拒絕用藥,但同樣西藥對於治療精神疾病的幫助也沒有太大的起色。
從他早年的身形,到現在的狀態,就可以看出來。
片中最後有張D.J.與父母一起的畫面。
看到老年白髮還要照顧這病患。
辛苦生活的不只是D.J.,造就他的環境與家人都一起承受了這樣的業。
人生只是苦而已呢?

Don't Let the Sun Go Down on Your Grievances


藉由從精神病患的眼中,我突然發現了一件事實。
所謂的藝術,人類追求美,無論領域,類型。
都只在追求對於絕對真實的各種面貌觀察與體驗所做的陳述與說明。
繼而不斷的追求更進一步或更多的表露,對於絕對真實面目的挖掘。




The Devil and Daniel Johnston (Trailer)

返家途中,血溶き肉踊る

我從來都不是感性的人,我ㄧ直都是這麼認為。
我只是很直接。

今天凌晨,是偶然與巧合,也不是偶然與巧合。
我重走了兩年前熟悉的那條路線
新店到板橋。
兩年前的國慶日下午,秋虎季返家途中。
各種思緒陸續湧現,在路上,在Ana的這首血肉交溶起舞開始播放時。
我眼框濕了又濕,鼻子塞了又塞。
沒有風沙,天氣有點涼,我風衣沒有扣,但是我不會冷,我心裡清楚。

謹以此歌紀念那遙遠,不願再度挖掘出的美好時光。


血溶き肉踊る

血肉交溶起舞


Ana是來自日本,九州,福岡的三人樂團。
編制相當有趣,分別是吉他‧取樣機‧鼓的搭配。
在家完成首張作品(待查?)後,逐漸在當地嶄露頭角,以電腦取樣與傳統搖滾樂器編制的搭配來說,她們拿捏的當好,搭配得宜,是天氣好的下午野餐必備的專用曲。

感謝Limu的分享我才得有知此樂團。

宅男英雄,Archers Of Loaf


這是我非常非常非常愛的一首歌
我幾乎為了這首歌而開始賞識Archers Of Loaf這個玩噪音流行的北卡樂團,像是一群喝醉的怪咖上場亂jam的傑作。
這首歌
我沒有辦法形容是什麼樣的感覺
但完完整整的表達了我內心深處那種對世界的不滿,憤怒,無奈。
我現在知道,這些都是顛倒,是的。
但是這首歌陪伴著我接近10年時間,他是我的心聲。
特別是當兵的時候,對前方陰暗不清的道路的焦慮感。
Archers of Loaf唱給我聽了,代替我告訴我自己。



試聽:
White Trash Heroes

White Trash Heroes



Lyric


Frozen out of focus, the sunday crowd
Started dreaming of television turned up too loud.
Coded conversation, half baked and tired,
Left us sleeping on blacktops burning the motor mile.

And underneath the arcade, details collide
Theres good shopping, but all those patrons have too much style.
And moving in slow motion the boulevard started seeping
With them half-ravers and techno bars.

It is like below the neon sign
All speeding past the line and thrashing, I'm in paradise.

Sealed in concentration, the lantern lights
Started shrinking on dead men drinking white liquor wine.
And I asked the complication, the methane gas (? )
Started leaking on bastards burning half red and black.

We cant ride on (語焉不詳) time
All speeding past the line and thrashing, I'm in paradise.

And standing at the gates of nc state fair,
Saw you smoking with all those new friends you've got to spare.
And melting back in focus the sunday crowd
Started sleeping with white trash heroes, tvs turned down.

In their eyes, below the neon sky
All speeding past the line and thrashing, I'm in paradise.
We can't lie below (語焉不詳) time
All dreaming of the white trash heroes on the boulevard. it is like below the neon sky
All speeding past the line and thrashing on the boulevard.
We can't lie below (語焉不詳) time
All dreaming of the white trash heroes, I'm in paradise.

沙漠搖滾三連發

最近真是忙歪了

偶然的又開始聽起Calexico

不用功的我完全不知道他們兩人與Gaint Sand還有Howe Gelb的關係
除了Giant sand我沒有聽過以外
其他都是我很愛的。

根據AMG聖經的指示
Joey Burns 跟 John Convertino應該是在giant sand時期認識的
燒焦兄大學的時候修古典音樂,約翰是進了giant sand開始走跳生涯,後來還一起加入Friends of Dean Martinez 陸續的跟了這些我也很愛的藝人合作 Barbara Manning, Vic Chesnutt等。
1996年在家裡錄音搞了第一張專輯
後來才輾轉被quaterstick簽下來
我的第一張專輯應該是the black light (同名歌曲MV請點我)

Giant Sandworms (Howe Gelb) - Body Of Water - 1983

連仙人掌也入鏡了


Giant Sand (Howe Gelb) - Shiver - 2001

Howe Gelb好帥! 我真想留這種鬍子!

Calexico - Crystal Frontier

據說這首歌是來自Carlos Fuentes的小說。

Live
也不錯看


The Crystal Frontier Lyrics
by Calexico


Marco's shadow falls on the door
to the 7 Lost Cities of Gold
finds a raven's head and rattler's tail
dead in his tracks, this Godforsaken soul's
unwanted here and his ghost lingers for years

Amalia's face hides behind the mask
sweating on the TV factory line
that smile on her face is starting to crack
while welding back the pieces of shattered heart
that's scattered out here, with the ghosts of her peers
searched for her lost child along the river of tears

At the end of the working week
when drunken worlds meet
both sides keeping a close eye
for a break in the line here... on the Crystal Frontier

Blood spills out on the streets
and bodies are missing for weeks
both sides keeping a close eye
watching the bullets fly here... on the Crystal Frontier

Ramon tightens up his leather belt
and slips through a hole in the fence
he can get you anything you want
might cost you a life, might cost you
the whole price of freedom here...on the Crystal Frontier

Mas(Mais) Que Nada !

這首千古流傳的巴西名曲,應該是無人不知無人不曉了。
剛好今天意外的發生了一些影響心情的事件,在此特別挑了一支最近很喜歡的cover 版本
由新興團體Tanga Girl(好像是丁字褲女孩? @_@ )所唱。
不管是Mas 或是Mais也好,算了,就沒什麼嘛。


1963年原曲由我最愛的巴西老牌 Jorge Ben所寫。
好像是由Sergio Mendes and Brasil '66唱紅的。


























































Mas que nadaOh come on
Sai da minha frenteGet out of my way
Eu quero passarI want to get through
Pois o samba está animado'Cause this samba's so exciting
O que eu quero é sambarWhat I want is to dance!
Este sambaThis samba
Que é misto de maracatuThat is a mix of maracatu
É samba de preto velhoIs the samba of preto velho
Samba de preto tuSamba of black people
Mas que nadaOh come on
Um samba como esse tão legalA samba like this one is so cool
Você não vai querer que eu chegue no finalYou won't want me to stop.

週末的雪莉安孤兒與宅男


SHELLEYAN ORPHAN - Burst
這是宅男界的翹楚老周介紹給我的
好朋友的digging自不在話下
甜美到腳都軟了
80的synth pop真美好
我可以說 2000年後的流行音樂
學點好的好嗎
可以嗎 ? 可以嗎 > <

The night dancing with Koçani Orkestar



最近是運氣好還是怎樣
連續看到令人感動的超高水準免費音樂表演。上次的Erik Truffaz今個兒是來自馬其頓(舊南斯拉夫)的Kocani Orkestar,他們來自馬其頓共和國的Kocani市,編制啟用兩隻小號,三隻低音號(Tuba),薩克斯風,單簧管,當然還有鼓。樂風很明顯的是當地羅馬尼亞民俗音樂與銅管樂隊的混合。融合了多國音樂元素,土而其,保加利亞等還有隱約可以瞧見的中東色彩獨奏,這次來台演出有多幾個年輕面孔,看來又是加入了新血,似乎現在是Crammed disc旗下的藝人。買了兩張專輯都是Crammed發行的。不知何故明明是2002年的專輯amg上面卻記錄著2005


要命,真的要命,今天我又著魔似的跳著舞,說到與吉普賽銅管樂就要從地下社會這部片說起了,應該也不用說太多了,那麼經典的片子,光是從頭跑到尾的樂隊們就令人肅然起敬。這帶著節慶狂歡氣息的瘋狂銅管演奏,在高中時候就深深的克畫在我心中,Goran Bregovic是原聲帶的作者,包括地下社會再內我收了三張他的作品,這次的Kocani也演奏了大概有三四首他的作品,聽到以前反覆聆聽的曲子再度出現在耳前那種激動自不在話下了,更何況我已經熟悉到可以跟著唱誦。
我只能以不斷的舞動身體與打著拍子作為我對熱情演奏的Kocani Orkestar樂手的回報。
這是畢生難忘的經驗,最後末幾曲,樂團從舞台下來,帶動著害羞的群眾們享受吉普賽式的音樂熱情。
一路走到中正廟廣場中心。
我如同著魔般的隨之起舞直到演奏結束。
我等簽完名結束後,跟主唱握手道謝,帶著滿意的笑容前往停車處。

希望,有生之年還能看到這樣充滿活力的樂隊演出。
謝謝你,Koçani Orkestar,來自新馬其頓的朋友。






下雨天的電森巴 Um Dia Inteiro by Eletro samba

獻給普天之下
所有騎機車在下雨天通勤的上班族



(其實是想找Jorge Ben的 Take It Easy My Brother Charles
沒找著)

Eletrosamba - Um Dia Inteiro Lyrics

Lá lá laiá lalaiaaaá lalaiá
Lá laia laia lála lá laiá laia
laia lalaiaaaaá lalaiá

Vou cantar vou falar
Um
dia inteiro de amor
Só dizendo alegria que você chegou

Simples ela vinha
Revelando o sopro de sua beleza

Simpatia vou fazer pra logo voltar

Pensava
noite e dia
Me deixando louco de tristeza
Não sabia
que você iria chegar

Lá lá laiá lalaiaaaá lalaiá
Lá laia laia lála lá laiá laia laia lalaiaaaaá lalaiá

Por tantas ruas passei
Só pra te ver e te dizer
Que
tudo que me faz ficar assim
Com você perto de mim
Pode
crer eu
Só posso viver tão bem

Vou cantar vou
falar
Um dia inteiro de amor
Só dizendo alegria que
você chegou

心經 (三藏鳩摩羅什大師版本)

初階讀書會告一段落
在此感念一下鳩摩羅什大師
特此一記

姚秦.天竺三藏鳩摩羅什譯

觀世音菩薩,行深般若波羅蜜時,照見五陰空,度一切苦厄。舍利弗!色空故無惱壞相,受空故無受相,想空故無知相,行空故無作相,識空故無覺相。何以故?舍利弗!非色異空,非空異色;色即是空,空即是色。受、想、行、識,亦如是。舍利弗,是諸法空相,不生不滅,不垢不淨,不增不減。是空法,非過去、非未來、非現在。是故空中無色,無受、想、行、識;無眼、耳、鼻、舌、身、意;無色、聲、香、味、觸、法;無眼界,乃至無意識界;無無明,亦無無明盡;乃至無老死,無老死盡。無苦、集、滅、道。無智亦無得,以無所得故。菩薩依般若波羅蜜故,心無罣礙;無罣礙故,無有恐佈,離一切顛倒夢想苦惱,究竟涅槃。三世諸佛依般若波羅蜜故,得阿耨多羅三藐三菩提。故知般若波羅蜜,是大明咒,無上明咒,無等等明咒,能除一切苦,真實不虛。故說般若波羅蜜咒,即說咒曰 : 竭帝,竭帝,波羅竭帝,波羅僧竭帝,菩提僧莎呵。

Indian Summer By Pedro the Lion

David Bazan雖然老是搞的很苦情

但這首我覺得還滿療傷系的
獻給滿天雲朵的通勤上班族



ultra-violet rays are washing over all the boys and girls
as their moms lay tanning by the pool
all of their dads arriving home
all the children hug his neck unaware of their inheritence
all of the experts say you aught to start them young
that way they'll naturally love the taste of corporate cum

god bless the indian summer
god bless the indian summer
god bless the indian summer

Don't you just love the sun?
Doesn't it make you feel good, all over?
It's my pleasure to announce
In conjunction with the fed
And my recent popularity

Thanks in part to Mother Nature
It will never rain again
It should do wonders for the GNP

If you're just joining us now
You missed a brilliant speech
We go now live in the streets
To find out what the voters think
He's worked a miracle
I just now bought a brand new car

God bless the Indian summer
God bless the Indian summer
God bless the Indian summer

Hey Joe 一起加班吧 by Roy Buchanan

還好有Remote Desktop
不然我都不用回家了
這次難得搞到半夜



Roy Buchanan的Cover 真是絕妙
是加班的好幫手

的確是埋頭苦幹幹幹幹的好搭檔
幹在心裡口難開的情緒的好舒展

幹,好聽到哭爸了啊



(Original by BIlly Cox )
HEY JOE, WHERE YOU GOIN' WITH THAT GUN IN YOUR HAND
HEY JOE, I SAID WHERE YOU GOIN' WITH THAT GUN IN YOUR HAND
I'M GOIN' DOWN TO SHOOT MY OL' LADY
YOU KNOW I CAUGHT HER MESSIN' 'ROUND WITH ANOTHER MAN
YEAH, I'M GOIN' DOWN TO SHOOT OL'MY LADY
YOU KNOW I CAUGHT HER MESSIN' 'ROUND WITH ANOTHER MAN
HUH! AND THAT AIN'T TOO COOL

A-HEY JOE, I HEARD YOU SHOT YOUR WOMAN DOWN
YOU SHOT HER DOWN NOW
A-HEY JOE, I HEARD YOU SHOT YOUR OLD LADY DOWN
YOU SHOT HER DOWN IN THE GROUD

YEAH!

YES, I DID, I SHOT HER
YOU KNOW I CAUGHT HER MESSIN' ROUND MESSIN' ROUND TOWN
UH, YES I DID I SHOT HER
YOU KNOW I CAUGHT MY OLD LADY MESSIN' 'ROUND TOWN
AND GAVE HER THE GUN
AND I SHOT HER

ALRIGHT
SHOOT HER ONE MORE TIME AGAIN BABY!
YEAH!
OH DIG IT
OH ALRIGHT

HEY JOE,
WHERE YOU GONNA RUN TO NOW WHERE YOU GONNA RUN TO NOW
HEY JOE, I SAID
WHERE YOU GONNA RUN TO NOW WHERE YOU GONNA GO
I'M GOIN' WAY DOWN SOUTH
WAY DOWN TO MEXICO WAY, ALRIGHT
I'M GOIN' WAY DOWN SOUTH
WAY DOWN WHERE I CAN BE FREE
AIN'T NO ONE GONNA FIND ME
AIN'T NO HANG-MAN GONNA
HE AIN'T GONNA PUT A ROPE AROUND ME
YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT RIGHT NOW
I GOTTA GO NOW
HEY, JOE
YOU BETTER RUN ON DOWN
GOODBYE EVERYBODY
HEY HEY JOE

Sweetheart Like You from OST North Country




莎莉賽隆有甜美到,熟女典範也。
穿插著狄倫老頭的歌相當對味。
來啊 Lay lady lay

Sweetheart Like You
Lyrics


Well, the pressure's down, the boss ain't here,
He gone North, he ain't around,
They say that vanity got the best of him
But he sure left here after sundown.
By the way, that's a cute hat,
And that smile's so hard to resist
But what's a sweetheart like you doin' in a dump like this?

You know, I once knew a woman who looked like you,
She wanted a whole man, not just a half,
She used to call me sweet daddy when I was only a child,
You kind of remind me of her when you laugh.
In order to deal in this game, got to make the queen disappear,
It's done with a flick of the wrist.
What's a sweetheart like you doin' in a dump like this?

You know, a woman like you should be at home,
That's where you belong,
Watching out for someone who loves you true
Who would never do you wrong.
Just how much abuse will you be able to take?
Well, there's no way to tell by that first kiss.
What's a sweetheart like you doin' in a dump like this?

You know you can make a name for yourself,
You can hear them tires squeal,
You can be known as the most beautiful woman
Who ever crawled across cut glass to make a deal.

You know, news of you has come down the line
Even before ya came in the door.
They say in your father's house, there's many mansions
Each one of them got a fireproof floor.
Snap out of it, baby, people are jealous of you,
They smile to your face, but behind your back they hiss.
What's a sweetheart like you doin' in a dump like this?

Got to be an important person to be in here, honey,
Got to have done some evil deed,
Got to have your own harem when you come in the door,
Got to play your harp until your lips bleed.

They say that patriotism is the last refuge
To which a scoundrel clings.
Steal a little and they throw you in jail,
Steal a lot and they make you king.
There's only one step down from here, baby,
It's called the land of permanent bliss.
What's a sweetheart like you doin' in a dump like this?

藏族少女羞澀的笑容


中尼公路, originally uploaded by kingkiang.

電到我了,電到我頭皮發麻也。
特次一記


這是我唯一承認的絕對的美。
美麗的人,就是這樣子。

星期二下班前的Chill out - Someday We'll All Be Free

這實在是很妙的開始
聽到這首雞皮(註一)曲,是從我買的合集Gathering of the spirits 這張雷鬼合集中由Judy Mowatt唱的。我本來是當背景音樂隨便聽聽,但覺得主旋律實在令人印象深刻,rewind一聽才發現很讚。
找了找沒有看到Judy Mowatt的版本。

但是我很喜歡Lolah Hathaway翻唱版本,他老子是原曲作者Donny Hathaway

幹,真要命,害我馬上破功,下單買了 Extension of a Mancolletion ><


Lyrics

Hang on to the world
As it spins around
Just don't let the spin get you down
Things are moving so fast
Hold on tight and you will last
Keep your self respect
Your womanly pride
Get yourself in gear
Keep your stride, mm-hmm
Never mind your fears
Brighter days will soon be here
Take it from me
Someday we'll all be free, yes

Keep on walking tall
Hold your head up high
Lay your dreams right up to the sky, oh yes
Sing your greatest song, mm-hmm
And you'll keep growing, growing on
Take it from me
Someday we'll all be free
Oh, oh, I said just wait and see
Someday we'll all be free
So just you keep walking
And you take it from me
Someday
Someday
You and me
We'll all be. . .
Free. . .

Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
I said you can believe me
'Cause I'm gonna
You're gonna
I'm gonna
We're gonna
We're gonna
Be free, yeah
Oh oh
Yeah, ooh


註一:雞皮就是聽了會起雞皮疙瘩般感動的歌,簡稱雞皮曲

Mustt Mustt Cover (Original by Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan)



上班要振奮精神
配合星期一當然要聽這個了
有什麼比Qawali更能讓人出神?

YouTube - Jazztronik - Aoi Asagao



絕對必收的日系酸爵士大牌

the night with Erik Truffaz



昨晚看的Erik Truffaz 演奏之震撼
覺得應該特別書寫一篇
讓我回家久久不能自己
很久沒有這麼興奮

RJD2 - since we last spoke

這真是本週聽到最好的專輯
我在同一天
聽了三遍以上
真是了不起!!!

DJ Marky feat. Stamina MC - LK (Carolina Carol Bela) // Vocal Trance Lyrics

我曾經聽著這首歌起跑。
獻給那些長跑日子中的年輕的我。

We like it I like it you like it too
Stamina MCs on wax for the One World crew
Say All I know is this tune tears up nuff venue
So anytime we re around this is what we do

CHORUS
It s the way
that we play this sound
It s the way
that we bring this sound to you
It s the way
that we play this sound
It s the way
that we bring this sound to you

hey yo
This is the way that I can best connect to you
Stop all the fighting and begin that healin
We all get times when we just don t know what to do
There ain t a day when
I don t get that feelin
But for tonight
the vibe is right
And I m damned if I can hold it any longer baby
But for tonight
the vibe is right
And I m damned if I can hold it any

Because it s the way
that we play this sound
It s the way
that we bring this sound to you
It s the way
that we play this sound
It s the way
that we bring this sound to you

Now as I m singing
the party s swinging vibe we bring is playing it loud
Feedin energy from people in the crowd an a
You know we got it like this baby an a
You know we got it like that baby
Now as I m singing
the party s swinging vibe we bring is playing it loud
Feedin energy from people in the crowd an a
You know we got it like this baby an a
You know we got it like that posted

8x
E ela mora no meu peito
E eu moro vizinho a ela
E eu fico desse jeito
Pensando nos beijos nos carinhos dela

hey yo

I 'll Be Missing You (Puff Daddy)


Intro: puff daddy

Every day I wake up
I hope Im dreamin
I cant believe this shit
Cant believe you aint here
Sometimes its just hard for a nigga to wake up
Its hard to just keep goin
Its like I feel empty inside without you bein here
I would do anything man, to bring you back
Id give all this shit, shit the whole knot
I saw your son today
He look just like you
You was the greatest
Youll always be the greatest
I miss you big
Cant wait til that day, when I see your face again
I cant wait til that day, when I see your face again...

Yeah... this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved (cmon, check it out)

Verse one: puff daddy

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life aint always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words cant express what you mean to me
Even though youre gone, we still a team
Through your family, Ill fulfill your dream (thats right)
In the future, cant wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When its real, feelings hard to conceal
Cant imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

Chorus: faith evans

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
Ill be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
Ill be missing you

[puff] I miss you big

Verse two: puff daddy

Its kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where Ill keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just cant define (cant define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still cant believe youre gone (cant believe youre gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living youre life, after death

Chorus

[faith evans] somebody tell me why

Interlude: faith evans

On that morning
When this life is over
I know
Ill see your face

Outro: 112

Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] is a day that I get closer
[puff] to seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] we miss you big... and we wont stop
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] cause we cant stop... thats right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] we miss you big
*music fades out*

"Dance Me To The End of Love" by Leonard Cohen



這是Leonard Cohen作品中我最喜愛的歌之一

明天就來去看早場!

Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin
Dance me through the panic 'til I'm gathered safely in
Lift me like an olive branch and be my homeward dove
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love
Oh let me see your beauty when the witnesses are gone
Let me feel you moving like they do in Babylon
Show me slowly what I only know the limits of
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love

Dance me to the wedding now, dance me on and on
Dance me very tenderly and dance me very long
We're both of us beneath our love, we're both of us above
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love

Dance me to the children who are asking to be born
Dance me through the curtains that our kisses have outworn
Raise a tent of shelter now, though every thread is torn
Dance me to the end of love

Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin
Dance me through the panic till I'm gathered safely in
Touch me with your naked hand or touch me with your glove
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love

Love Hurts by Nazareth





Love hurts, love scars,
Love wounds, and marks,
Any heart, not tough,
Or strong, enough
To take a lot of pain,
Take a lot of pain
Love is like a cloud
Holds a lot of rain
Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts

Im young, I know,
But even so
I know a thing, or two
I learned, from you
I really learned a lot,
Really learned a lot
Love is like a flame
It burns you when its hot
Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts

Some fools think of happiness
Blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves I guess
Theyre not foolin me

I know it isnt true,
I know it isnt true
Love is just a lie,
Made to make you blue
Love hurts, ooh,ooh love hurts
Ooh,ooh love hurts

[guitar solo]

I know it isnt true,
I know it isnt true
Love is just a lie,
Made to make you blue
Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts
Ooh ooh love hurts
Ooh ooh...

心經梵文

अथ प्रज्ञापारमिताहृदयंसुत्रं
Atha prajna paramita hrdayam sutram

नमस् सर्वज्ञाय

आर्यावलोकितेश्वरो बोधिसत्त्वो गंभीरायां प्रज्ञापारमितायां चर्यां चरमाणो
व्यवलोकयति स्म।

पञ्च स्कन्धास्तांश्च स्वभावशून्यान्पश्यति स्म

इह शरिपुत्र रूपं शून्यता शून्यतैव रूपम्रूपान्न पृथक्शून्यता शून्यताया न पृथग्रूपम्

यद्रूपं सा शून्यता, या शून्यता तद्रूपमेवमेव वेदनासंज्ञासंस्कारविज्ञानानि

इह शारिपुत्र सर्वधर्माः शून्यतालक्षणा अनुत्पन्ना अनिरुद्धा

अमलाविमअला नोना न परिपूर्णाः

तस्माच्छारिपुत्र शून्यतायां न रूपं न वेदना न संज्ञा न संस्कारा न विज्ञानं

न चक्षुःश्रोत्रघ्राणजिह्वाकायमनांसि

न रूपशब्दगन्धरसस्प्रष्टव्यधर्माः

न चक्षुर्धातुर्यावन्न मनोविज्ञानधातुः

न विद्या नाविद्या न विद्याक्षयो नाविद्याक्षयो यावन्न जरामरणं

न जरामरणक्षयो न दुःखसमुदयनिरोधमार्गा न ज्ञानं न प्राप्तिः

तस्मादप्राप्तित्वाद्बोधिसत्त्वानां प्रज्ञापारमितामाश्रित्य विहरत्यचित्तावरणः

चित्तावरणनास्तित्वादत्रस्तो विपर्यासातिक्रन्तो निष्ठनिर्वाणः

त्र्यध्वव्यवस्थिताः सर्वबुद्धाः प्रज्ञापारमितामाश्रित्यानुत्तरां

सम्यक्संबोधिं अभिसंबुद्धाः

तस्माज्जातव्यं प्रज्ञापारमितामहामन्त्रो महाविद्यामन्त्रोऽनुत्तरमन्त्रोऽसमसममन्त्रः,

सर्वदुःखप्रशमनः


सत्यममिथ्यत्वात्प्रज्ञापारमितायामुक्तो मन्त्रः तद्यथा ।

गते गते पारगते पारसंगते बोधि स्वाहा
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha.

इति प्रज्ञापारमिताहृदयं समाप्तम् ।

日本法隆寺珍藏的貝葉心經轉寫

Monday Hit : Self Control (Laura Branigan)



沒什麼好說的
經典中的經典






Oh the night is my world
City light painted girl
In the day nothing matters
It's the night time that flatters
In the night no control
Through the wall something breaking
Wearing white as you're walkin'
Down the street of my soul
You take my self, you take my self control
You got me livin' only for the night
Before the morning comes the story's told
You take my self, you take my self control
Another night, another day goes by
I never stop myself to wonder why
You help me to forget to play my role
You take my self, you take my self control
I, I live among the creatures of the night
I haven't got the will to try and fight
Against a new tomorrow
so I guess I'll just believe it
that tomorrow never comes
A safe night, I'm living in the forest of my dream
I know the night is not as it would seem
I must believe in something
so I'll make myself believe it
that this night will never go
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh,
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh,
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh the night is my world
City light painted girl
In the day nothing matters
It's the night time that flatters
You take my self, you take my self control
You got me livin' only for the night
Before the morning comes the story's told
You take my self, you take my self control
I, I live among the creatures of the night
I haven't got the will to try and fight
Against a new tomorrow
so I guess I'll just believe it
that tomorrow never comes
You take my self, you take my self control
You take my self, you take my self control
You take my self, you take my self control
You take my self, you take my self control

On With The Show by Get Up Kids


On the way home....



Frankie died just the other night
Some say it was suicide
But we know
How the story goes
With his six string knife
And his street-wise pride
The boy was a man before his time
And she knew
All their dreams would come true
But ya see Frankie was fast
He was too fast to know
He wouldn't go slow
Until his lethal dose
And she knows
He'll finally come too close
[Chorus]
Well on with the show
Going on with the show
Come on baby
No, no, no
Oh my, my, my, my, my, my
[Chorus]
He was bad
He was never good
But one thing that he understood
And she knew
All these lies would come true
The time has come
And he's paid his dues
And Suzy finally got the news
She always knew
This day would come soon
[Chorus]
[Chorus]
He was stopped on a dime
With a switchblade knife
Some damn punk went and
Took Frankie's life
And she knew
She'd have to pull through
Broken down
With his broken dreams
With a wink of an eye
Said Suzy, listen to me
You must go
On with the show
[Chorus]
[Chorus]
[Chorus]
Oh baby

Take care My Bro.(3 month ago)

Dedicate to my self (for 3 month ago)

badly drawn boy- year of the rat

(One, one, one, one, one, one. One, one, one, one, one, one)

June is on the run for so long
Pushed and pulled then shunned
It was so wrong
These fours walls crashing in won't stop me now
Cause I'm alive, I'm out tonight, all night

Everybody needs to know it's the year of the rat
Every day we've got to hold on
'cause if we hold on we could find some new energy

Streets with flags unfurled like treasure
Thank me for my words, it's a pleasure
Just don't ask me to stay 'cause I'll be gone
But it's alright I'm OK - always

Everybody needs to know it's the year of the rat
Every day we've got to hold on
'cause if we hold on we could find some new energy

One plus one is one - together
One plus one is one - forever
One plus one is one - together
One plus one is one - forever

Everybody needs to know it's the year of the rat
Everybody needs to know it's the year of the rat
Everybody needs to know it's the year of the rat
Everybody needs to know it's the year of the rat
Every day we've got to hold on
'cause if we hold on we could find some new energy

"One plus one plus one plus one is four"

"One"
"Plus one"
"Plus one"
"Plus one"
"Four"

RE: Erotica



神憎恨色情,我繼續欣賞男體

Erotica








神憎恨色情,我欣賞女體

1979 "SMASHING PUMPKINS - Mellon Collie & The Infinite Sadness"

我不是出生在這一年


不過我這幾天對這首歌特別依賴
聽了好幾回
開頭的吉他旋律讓我久久不能忘懷


SMASHING PUMPKINS - 1979
Album : Mellon Collie & The Infinite Sadness




Shakedown 1979, cool kids never have the time
On a live wire right up off the street
You and I should meet
Junebug skipping like a stone
With the headlights pointed at the dawn
We were sure we'd never see an end to it all
And I don't even care to shake these zipper blues
And we don't know
Just where our bones will rest
To dust I guess
Forgotten and absorbed into the earth below
Double cross the vacant and the bored
They're not sure just what we have in store
Morphine city slippin dues down to see
That we don't even care as restless as we are
We feel the pull in the land of a thousand guilts
And poured cement, lamented and assured
To the lights and towns below
Faster than the speed of sound
Faster than we thought we'd go, beneath the sound of hope
Justine never knew the rules,
Hung down with the freaks and the ghouls
No apologies ever need be made, I know you better than you fake it
To see that we don't even care to shake these zipper blues
And we don't know just where our bones will rest
To dust I guess
Forgotten and absorbed into the earth below
The street heats the urgency of sound
As you can see there's no one around

STILL NOT A PLAYER


八年前我很喜歡的 黑幫饒舌曲


[Joe]
whoahhaoohhH! Yeahheahhaa
Don't wanna beeeee a playahh (T.S.)

Intro/Chorus: Joe, Big Punisher

[Joe] I don't wanna be a playa no more
[Pun] I'm not a playa I just fuck a lot
[Joe] But Big Punisher, still got what you're lookin for
1 - [Pun] For my thugs, for my thugs
2 - [Pun] Uptown baby, uptown
[Joe] Don't wanna be, don't wanna be - I don't wanna be a playa no more
[Pun] I'm not a playa I just fuck a lot
[Joe] But you know Big Punisher still down by law
[Joe] Who's down to fuck a lot

[Big Punisher]
Hey yo I'm still not a playa but you still a hater
Elevator to the top hah, see you later, I'm gone
Penthouse suite, Penthouse freaks
In house beach, french countesse, ten thou piece
Rent-out lease, with a option to buy
Coppin a five-oh Benz for when I'm not, far up in the sky
Puffin the lye, from my Twinzito
Up in the Benzito with my kiko from Queens, nicknamed Perico
We go back like PA's and wearin PJ's
Now we reach the peakage, runnin trains for three days
Who wanna ride it won't cost you a dollar
whether soft or harder of course you still gonna holla
My my, I'm big huh, I rip my prick through your hooters
I'm sick, you couldn't measure my dick with six rulers
Hold up, chula, I'm all about gettin loot
But I knock that boot, if you out to get HOOF

Chorus

[Big Punisher]
I love from butter pecan to blackberry molass'
I don't discriminate, I regulate every shade of the (ass)
Long as you show class, and pass my test
Fat ass and breasts, highly intelligent bachlorettes
That's the best, I won't settle for less
I wanna ghetto brunette, with unforgettable sex
I lay your head on my chest, come feel my heartbeat
We can park the Jeep, pump Mobb Deep, and just spark the leaf
It's hard to creep since I found Joe
Every pretty round brown hoe wanna go down low
But this Boogie Down pro-fessional, I'ma let you know
Once I put the blows, get your clothes, cause you got to go
I could go downstairs, little brown hairs everywhere
"You nasty Twin!" I don't care
Round here they call me Big Pun, if you with the big guns
Thick tongue, known to make a chick cum

[Joe and Big Punisher]
In the hot tub, poppin bubb-ly
Rubbin your spot love, got you screamin Punish me
But it don't stop, watch the Pun get wicked
When I stick it even Luke be like "Don't stop, get it get it"
(repeat 2X)

Chorus w/o Big Punisher

[Joe]
Boricua, morena, boricua, morena (3X)
No more rollin with an entourage
Unless it's Pun and the Terror Squad

Punisher, Punisher, Big Punisher
Punisher... Joe and Big Punisher

Boricua, morena, boricua, morena (6X)

這東岸饒舌胖子也被殺了,真是多行不義,必自斃啊。

感嘆。

Suspicious Minds


八月要過完了

這是昨天看完的片子Intolerable Cruelty主題曲

貓王在69年的Hit.


(words & music by mark james)
Were caught in a trap
I cant walk out
Because I love you too much baby

Why cant you see
What youre doing to me
When you dont believe a word I say?

We cant go on together
With suspicious minds
And we cant build our dreams
On suspicious minds

So, if an old friend I know
Drops by to say hello
Would I still see suspicion in your eyes?

Here we go again
Asking where Ive been
You cant see these tears are real
Im crying

We cant go on together
With suspicious minds
And be cant build our dreams
On suspicious minds

Oh let our love survive
Or dry the tears from your eyes
Lets dont let a good thing die

When honey, you know
I've never lied to you
Mmm yeah, yeah


唉..........

偶而迷信一下

竟然都是天秤...........

‧你的上昇在水瓶座(4度)

如果你出生在水瓶上昇星座,你的身邊會圍繞著朋友雨衣些旅途的跟隨者,但你會擁有個人的獨立空間,另外你的醫生都是具有原創力、與眾不同的人。你的太陽、月亮、水星、金星與火星的星座會幫助你充分的展現你自己。

尋找適合的朋友會是你最有興趣的遊戲,尤其在你獨處時,更會感覺到此事的重要性,此外,你會一些對你來說太過正常(或希望你保持親密小圈圈關係的人),這時你就得仔細考慮了,你的身邊總是圍繞著一堆意氣相投的人,換句話說,你得試著腳踏實地與朋友們接觸,多關心他們,而不能顯得太酷。

面對太多的規則或法令,或是一些陳腔濫調的想法控制你時,你會覺得別無選擇,只能除舊佈新,因為你會持續地被一般常軌、大眾產物所包圍,所以你必須破繭而出。

水瓶上升的人有特殊的品味,外表看來也十分特別,有些水瓶上升的人會改變髮型或衣著來滿足求新求變的慾望,另一些人則外表非常保守,但內心其實是風空、超前衛的,這是水瓶上昇星座最有趣味的地方,有些人一出生就顯得與眾不同。

水瓶上昇星座的人認為面對現實生活中層出不窮的家庭問題,你會自問:我們怎麼能這樣生活下去?在這種情況下,水瓶上昇解決的方案就是,追隨學術理論或根本發明新理論。

‧你的太陽在獅子座(15度)

獅子座是黃道宮上的第五個星座,代表著閃耀的、活力十足的能量,足以照亮周圍的世界。獅子座是第二個火象星座,和牡羊座不一樣的是,這股強烈的力量是可以完全受到自我控制的。獅子座像徵想在世上留下顯赫事蹟的自我要求;只要無所畏懼,獅子座就會像一頭威風凜凜的獅子一樣受到尊敬。

受到太陽主宰的獅子座,充份展現出強烈、直接的行動力。獅子座喜歡當老大,並期待別人順從自己的心意;但是彼此分享和人情溫暖對他們來說,還是相當重要。像陽光般燦爛的獅子座,需要的是更多的喜樂、滿足與和諧感。但是在另一方面,卻又是個為了正義,隨時準備挺身反抗壓迫和黑暗的力量。

獅子座是巨蟹座和處女座之間的過渡星座,將水象巨蟹座的敏感,轉化為土象處女座的服務精神。

獅子座代表的是生命週期中的第五個階段──從28到35歲。個性像是個成熟的成年人,會將所擁有的力量全部激發出來。獅子座喜歡保持尊貴的態度,討厭卑鄙和卑微的彫蟲小技。他們為人慷慨大方,不給就罷,要給便是一大堆;所以要他們接受別人的贈禮,似乎有點困難。獅子座傾向依自己的方式行事,對於不想接受或是不符合需求的東西,通常是斷然拒絕。為了保有榮譽,如果輸掉一場賭注或投資失敗時,通常都會清償了事,而且期待別人也是如此。一言九鼎是他們的特質。

不管在外表或行事上,獅子座都喜歡受到別人的讚賞;如果被當成偶像來崇拜,也完全不會令他們感到困擾。獅子座在群體中(家庭、社會或是政壇)通常都會成為佼佼者和代表人物;不過大部份的獅子座還是不希望大張旗鼓,而會盡力在工作上展現高度的自信和值得信賴的一面。

家就像是獅子座的城堡一樣,他們必須住在讓自己感到自傲的地方,擺設也必須讓自己稱心愉快才行。對獅子座而言,再也沒有什麼比得上與他人分享他們的慷慨更快樂的事了。獅子座的忠誠就像個傳奇一般,有必要時,他們會防衛自己的家人、朋友和同伴,即使流盡最後一滴血也在所不惜。但是對於一些不合時宜的安排卻可能抱著絕不改變、執著的態度,這似乎也是獅子座必經的成長過程。

‧你的月亮在天秤座(4度)

月亮在天秤座的人對於他人的態度及反應具有高度的敏感性,尤其是對你的另一半和親密的事業夥伴更是如此。你非常厭惡粗俗的事務,很容易為了不和諧的人際關係而發怒,而這種個性對你的健康也造成負面的影響,你的外表及舉止儀態頗具高雅的氣質。而家中更是裝潢得美輪美奐,經常舉行各種社交的活動。你對他人相當有禮貌、親切、仁慈--因為你依賴他人的贊同來穩定自己情緒。就負面來說,這種個性會使你不加思索就採取某種行動,極易受他人的影響。

月亮在天秤座的人非常適合作公關;在扮演父母的角色時,尤其是母親,更是稱職。但如果月亮相位不佳,那你可能會過於依賴他人所給予的情緒支持。

‧你的水星在處女座(2度)

水星正好是處女座的主宰行星,因此水星位於處女座的人會用超強的實務推理能力來分析事情。你凡事要求精確的態度常會使別人覺得瑣碎不堪。你需要井然有序的環境以及有效率的做事方法,尤其在工作領域中,所以你非常適合從事精細的科學研究工作。

如果能夠獲得良好的教育及特殊技術訓練,你在事業及財富上有很大的成就。在文法方面的興趣與能力也會使你在寫作及演說上有傑出的表現,而且熟練多種語言。就大體而言,你會要求正確地使用文法、拼音以及發音。也正因為如此,你會是優秀的文字工作者或與工作與口語有關的人。你不像那些水星位在雙子座的人只關心與自己切身的事,相反地,你尤其對那些與實際地位或財務成就有關的事情大感興趣。你相當注重工作,所以可能會有害羞、退怯的特質,另外,你也不喜歡浪費時間哈拉。

藥學、飲食、衛生、數學等各種精緻細密的工作尤其對你有吸引力。然而與那些水星位在獅子的人恰恰相反的是,你可能會因為過度注重細節而忽略了大主題。
‧你的金星在天秤座(0度)

金星位於天秤座的人,十分重視婚姻及和諧的社會關係。由於金星是天秤座的主宰行星,因此在此位置的金星就顯得十分強勢有力。由於金星通常代表比例平衡的身材以及外貌上的美感,所以金星在此一位置的人們會相當引異性,而且有許多結婚的機會。

你能了解他人的感覺,也能享受伴侶的關係,會尋求一種和諧緊密的私人關係。由於你對他人體貼,所以會有取悅他人的慾望,希望使自己成為可親的。你對正義感及愛情、社交關係中的平等對待相當看重,由於你不喜歡粗野的行為,所以對社會行為及禮貌有相當高的標準。你還是浪漫多情,但是由於天秤座是智識的風象星宮,你傾向於在緊密的私人關係中尋求心智上的成著及心靈上的慰藉,而不在乎言語上的表現。就這方面來說,金星處於天秤座的人是非常不同於金星處於金牛座的人的,你並不特別在意金錢,但是由於喜好美麗的環境和裝扮,故而通常會需要金錢。不像金星處於金牛座的人,你比較喜歡透過個人的關係而不是財富來達到地位,但是往往二者會混在一起,因為你會試圖與富有的人建立有意義的關係。此外,你也以和悅的態度及處理公共事務的能力來謀取利益,適合在商業上的發展。

金星處於天秤座的人,十分具有美學觀點,你通常對於某種藝術非常有興趣,可能是音樂。因為天秤座是風象星座,而聲波正是透過空氣來傳導的,故而形成你培養音樂能力的基礎。比較之下,金星處於金牛座的人,其興趣就較偏向繪畫、雕刻及其他藝術上。

金星處於這個位置的人不喜歡不一致或失序的局面,如果常遇到這些情況,你就會顯得神經質又苦惱,容易患病。因此,你總是儘量避免衝突。如果金星的相位稍差,你與他人的最佳相處狀況將僅止於避免爭吵及不愉快的地步,彼此的關係將欠缺整合性,金星相位不變,可能造成個人對情感及社會價值的標準過於順從,而形成一種服從的態度,缺乏個人的價值定見。

金星處於此位置的女性希望被深深地呵護,然而,在公眾場合中,男性所表現的社交禮儀及柔和的態度是非常重要的。你的社交能力非常好,在眾人面前通常能表現得相當優雅。公眾的鼓舞及歡迎對那些表演藝術的人非常有影響。

‧你的火星在天秤座(2度)

火星處於天秤座代表在社交網路中有強烈行動的慾望,火星在此處處於不利的狀態,因為天秤座是與受火星統御的牡羊座呈遙望相對位置,因此火星的直接行動多少受制於他人的贊同及合作與否。

因為天秤座主要是處理伴侶及公眾關係方面,故而火星處於這個位置的人,常常是社會活動的發起者。他們希望能得到注目及欣賞,喜歡與他人一起工作,有旺盛的結婚慾望,認為婚姻會帶來情感的滿足。這類人會尋找有侵略性、有活力的伴侶,他們也有將自己的慾望野心與他人的慾望野心混合在一塊的傾向。

天秤座的優雅及細密,彌補了火星的侵略性及自私傾向,由於如此,所以火星處於此位置並非完全不利.在所有的行星中,火星最需要其他方面的特質來加以柔和及修正,而在本星座裡,金星會帶來社交的優雅特質,土星則會帶來紀律及謹慎,所以他們在正義原則受侵犯時,便會表現出憤怒,即使他們並非受害者時也是如此。因為了解到犯錯的人,本身的道德缺陷,因此他們相當關心道德的原則,同時也會自我要求。

如果火星處於天秤座而相位不佳時,可能會過度嚴格關切社會行為準則,他們認為應該根據已建立的規則來進行遊戲,如果嚴重時,由於意志上的衝突及爭論,反而使得伴侶關係會出現障礙。

‧你的木星在巨蟹座(24度)

木星轉移到巨蟹座時,正值它高昂的時期,這表示這些人多半擁有良好的家庭背景,未必是崇高的社會地位或龐大的財富,但兒時的環境及父母的影響極大,父母在早期便教給你仁慈寬容及道德的原則

你的父母通常都非常深愛他們,處處為子女的福利著想,並且灌輸你許多珍貴的教育,木星座巨蟹的人渴望能建力一個安全和善溫暖舒適的家庭,你對所有家庭成員都相當友善,你還可能將自己的房子提供給在生活上遭遇困難的朋友居住

由於你喜愛美食所以你會是很好的廚師,當然也容易吃下過多的食物,而變的過份肥胖

你是典型的理想主義者,這種性格頃向,使你不重現實而愛好幻想,而就缺點來說,你可能會顯的多愁善感,強烈的母性本能會使他人倍感壓迫,與父母的關係過於親密並且很容易沉溺於食物及安全的物質環境中

‧你的土星在處女座(1度)

土星位於處女座的人,傾向於實際、嚴厲以及勤奮工作,他們很重視正確、精準細節及效率,尤其是工作的時候。

如果土星相位不住。則與同事、雇員、雇主相處時容易表現出過於完美主義的作風。因為他們對於各種規定及法令總是死板板的,所以別人很難與他們相處。他們傾向於驅策別人、自己過度的工作,而且還總是忽略了重點而過於強調細節。他們的工作範圍大都在一些如:藥學、健康研究、科學及記錄保存--如:簿記及圖書管理的工作。他們還能從科學的實驗及分析實驗結果中練習他們的耐心及精確度。

土星位於此星座的人們是很節慾、悶悶不樂及自我壓抑。因為他們過度工作且負有繁瑣的責任。他們很需要常常小憩一下或練習自己的幽默感。過度的工作及擔憂常使得他們健康欠佳,而且他們很可能有過度緊張及消化系統方面的毛病。

你的天王星在天蠍座(12度)

天王星位於天蠍座是尊貴的。天王星是具有激烈變化特性的行星,因此在天蠍座這個代表死亡及再生的星座中具有極大的力量。天王星在天蠍座的人們,必須學著適應他們一生中對舊文明的破壞力,這是新文化誕生的必經之路。那些天王星在天蠍座的人們,在年輕時多經歷過二次大戰,這場戰爭使維多利亞女王的時代走入絕對的結束,開啟了一個急速改變的時代。

下一個時期的天王星位於天蠍座開始於一九七五年,這代表了正開始雙魚座時代的最後破壞以及迎接水瓶座時代--大約公元二千年。這個時期的人們經歷了人類文明史上最大的巨變。

天王星位於天蠍座的人有強烈的控制慾望,你堅信決定性的行動,而且不能忍受各種形式的懶惰及懈怠。如果天王星受困於此,對改變事物有火爆的脾氣及殘酷的決定,不管那多具破壞性。

你可能是才智淵博的,還可能具有機械及科學方面的天分。你也可能有具強烈神祕力量的傾向,例如:對來生的知識以及超自然力量的特質。

‧你的海王星在射手座(15度)

當海王星進入射手座時,也將人類帶往一個崇尚宗教及精神價值的時期。人類將再回到上帝的懷抱,社會秩序將逐漸以宗教、道德為依歸。音樂、藝術也受宗教意識影響。到國外旅遊的次數將會增加,促進不同文化間宗教、思想的交流。

人類漸漸會對神祕的、靈異的現象感興趣。宗教會透過個人內在與上帝的接觸而對人產生影響,因而,愈來愈多的人打坐冥想,或相信預言家直覺的判斷。由於神祕經驗逐漸成為一般人共有的經歷,人類內心的祕密及力量將不斷地被發現。

海王星位在射手座時的缺點是容易流於漫無目的的飄泊,幻想會引導他們走往錯誤的方向,對宗教盲目的崇拜,輕信不實的預言。然而,在這個時期內,卻使人深刻體會「萬物皆有神性」的道理。

‧你的冥王星在天秤座(14度)

天秤座是一個意謂著公平正義的星座,與人際關係、社會表達及心理學有關。當冥王星位在天秤座時,人類為了避免世界的毀滅,不得不重新考慮他們所應負起的社會責任。在這覺醒的過程中,有關婚姻,法律反公義的斬主張將不斷地被討論。

如果,個人、國家及國際的關係在這段時間內未能有一和諧穩定的局面出現,那麼,劇烈的舉世混亂與爭戰將會在冥王星邁入天蠍歷時繼續發生。這段時期內,我們必須學著以法律及仲裁的方式來解決國內、國際問的紛爭,為了挽救人類文明,必須放棄敵對的姿態。

it's hard to say...







上帝保佑
詞:竇唯 曲:竇唯
你該知道此刻我正在相信著你
回想我們擁有的美好的回憶
一切歡樂和不如意瞬間逝去
現在只是孤單的我和遙遠的你
也許你我時常出現在彼此夢裡
可醒來後又要重新調整距離
最難忍受不能擁有共同的溫柔
心中默默祈禱上帝保佑!


《窗外》
詞:竇唯 曲:竇唯

窗外天空腦海無窮綠色原野
你燦爛的微笑我拚命的奔跑
遠處飛過無緣到村落日落船又歸
看那天邊白雲朵朵片片
就在瞬間你出現在眼前
還看到晚風在吹還看到彩虹美
窗外天空腦海無窮
我早已忘懷是從哪裡來
也只能相信你比我明白

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I feel good when I'm talking to you,
I feel no pain or sorrow while the smile is on your face.

Turn Them A Deaf Ear (by Sunday's best)


真是妙,這首歌並沒有收錄在星期天盛裝的專輯內。
沒有歌詞,反正就是在說大家都充耳不聞。裝耳聾啊

歐.....歐陽菲菲-- SOUL・FEI FEI!


越來越扯的生日,我聽著歐陽菲菲迎接今年的生日。
好正的一張片子,應該要去買來給自己做生日禮物。

儘管已經敗了十多片了,哇哈哈哈哈。

Coney Baby island (by Lou Reed)


長的像猩猩的Lou Reed 經典名曲(對我來說)
從 10年前就陪著我到現在,重新回顧感受良多也。
8/15號重發,晚買也是有好處的,期待中。

You know, man, when I was a young man in high school
You believe in or not I wanted to play football for the coach
And all those older guys
They said he was mean and cruel, but you know
Wanted to play football for the coach
They said I was to little too light weight to play line-backer
So I say Im playing right-end
Wanted to play football for the coach
cause, you know some day, man
You gotta stand up straight unless youre gonna fall
Then youre gone to die
And the straightest dude
I ever knew was standing right for me all the time
So I had to play football for the coach
And I wanted to play football for the coach

When youre all alone and lonely
In your midnight hour
And you find that your soul
Its been up for sale

And you begin to think bout
All the things that youve done
And you begin to hate
Just bout everything

But remember the princess who lived on the hill
Who loved you even though she knew you was wrong
And right now she just might come shining through
And the -

- glory of love, glory of love
Glory of love, just might come through

And all your two-bit friends
Have gone and ripped you off
Theyre talking behind your back saying, man
Youre never going to be no human being
And you start thinking again
bout all those things that youve done
And who it was and what it was
And all the different things you made every different scene

Ahhh, but remember that the city is a funny place
Something like a circus or a sewer
And just remember different people have peculiar tastes
And the -

- glory of love, the glory of love
The glory of love, might see you through
Yeah, but now, now
Glory of love, the glory of love
The glory of love, might see you through
Glory of love, ah, huh, huh, the glory of love
Glory of love, glory of love
Glory of love, now, glory of love, now
Glory of love, now, now, now, glory of love
Glory of love, give it to me now, glory of love see you through
Oh, my coney island baby, now
(Im a coney island baby, now)
Id like to send this one out for lou and rachel
And all the kids and p.s. 192
Coney island baby
Man, Id swear, Id give the whole thing up for you

HEY HEY, MY MY (by NEIL YOUNG


我一張Neil Young都沒有,我應該去買一張
為了嘿嘿賣賣


竟然有兩種版本!
"Hey Hey, My My (Into The Black)"

Hey hey, my my
Rock and roll can never die
There's more to the picture
Than meets the eye.
Hey hey, my my.

Out of the blue and into the black
You pay for this, but they give you that
And once you're gone, you can't come back
When you're out of the blue and into the black.

The king is gone but he's not forgotten
Is this the story of johnny rotten?
It's better to burn out 'cause rust never sleeps
The king is gone but he's not forgotten.

Hey hey, my my
Rock and roll can never die
There's more to the picture
Than meets the eye.




My My, Hey Hey (Out Of The Blue)"

My my, hey hey
Rock and roll is here to stay
It's better to burn out
Than to fade away
My my, hey hey.

Out of the blue
and into the black
They give you this,
but you pay for that
And once you're gone,
you can never come back
When you're out of the blue
and into the black.

The king is gone
but he's not forgotten
This is the story
of a Johnny Rotten
It's better to burn out
than it is to rust
The king is gone
but he's not forgotten.

Hey hey, my my
Rock and roll can never die
There's more to the picture
Than meets the eye.
Hey hey, my my.


Dear God Please Help Me (by Morrissey)



taken from Ringleader of the Tormentors

I am walking through Rome
With my heart on a string
Dear God, please help me

And I am so very tired
Of doing the right thing
Dear God, please help me

There are explosive kegs
Between my legs
Dear God, please help me

Will you follow and know
Know me more than you do
Track me down
And try to win me?

Then he motions to me
With his hand on my knee
Dear God, did this kind of thing happen to you?

Now I'm spreading your legs
With mine in-between
Dear God, if I could I would help you

And now I am walking through Rome
And there is no room to move
But the heart feels free

The heart feels free
The heart feels free
But the heart... feels free

The heart feels free



Trem de Doido by Milton Nascimento & Lô Borges

今天晚上風很大 (07/31)

一路上,我只想著這首歌,是最適合這個星期一晚上


Composição: Lô Borges/Márcio Borges


Trem de Doido from Clube Da Esquina

Noite azul, pedra e chão

Amigos num hotel
Muito além do céu
Nada a temer, nada a conquistar
Depois que esse trem começa andar, andar
Deixando pelo chão
Os ratos mortos na praça
Do mercado

Quero estar, onde estão
Os sonhos desse hotel
Muito além do céu
Nada a temer, nada a combinar
Na hora de achar meu lugar no trem

E não sentir pavor

Dos ratos soltos na casa
Minha casa


Não precisa ir muito além dessa estrada
Os ratos não sabem morrer na calçada
É hora de você achar o trem
E não sentir pavor
Dos ratos soltos na casa
Sua casa.



Trem de Doido是瘋狂的列(火)車的意思

這首歌似乎比較適合公路電影,葡萄牙文不太容易懂,網路翻譯大概是說
要離開踏上旅程不要害怕還有提到家的字眼
不要小看自己簡陋的家園那就是家.....?

Lindo Lago Do Amor (by Gonzaguinha )




這首歌超級70末期到80初的味道


對我來說是很夢幻的感覺

整張Gonzaguinha的精選我覺得只有這首歌是我的最愛,真是有點昂貴的單曲啊~~

Lindo Lago Do Amor

E bem que viu o bem-te-vi
A sabiá sabia já
lua só olhou
pro sol
A chuva abençoou
O vento diz que ele é
feliz
A águia quis saber
Porque, pourqué, porquois
será
O sapo entregou

Ele tomou um banho de água
fresca
No lindo lago de amor
Maravilhosamente clara
água
No lindo lago de amor

BOB MARLEY - WAITING IN VAIN


下班前聽到的懷舊老歌 ,緬懷一下

1, 2, 3:

I don't wanna wait in vain for your love;
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love.
From the very first time I rest my eyes on you, girl,
My heart says follow t'rough.
But I know, now, that I'm way down on your line,
But the waitin' feel is fine:
So don't treat me like a puppet on a string,
'Cause I know I have to do my thing.
Don't talk to me as if you think I'm dumb;
I wanna know when you're gonna come - soon.
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love;
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love;
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love,
'Cause if summer is here,
I'm still waiting there;
Winter is here,
And I'm still waiting there.
---
/Guitar solo/
---
Like I said:
It's been three years since I'm knockin' on your door,
And I still can knock some more:
Ooh girl, ooh girl, is it feasible?
I wanna know now, for I to knock some more.
Ya see, in life I know there's lots of grief,
But your love is my relief:
Tears in my eyes burn - tears in my eyes burn
While I'm waiting - while I'm waiting for my turn,
See!

I don't wanna wait in vain for your love;
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love;
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love;
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love;
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love, oh!
I don't wanna - I don't wanna - I don't wanna - I don't wanna -
I don't wanna wait in vain.
I don't wanna - I don't wanna - I don't wanna - I don't wanna -
I don't wanna wait in vain.
No, I don't wanna (I don't wanna - I don't wanna - I don't wanna -
I don't wanna - I don't wanna wait in vain) -
No I - no I (I don't wanna - I don't wanna - I don't wanna - I don't
wanna - I don't wanna wait in vain) -
No, no-no, I, no, I (I don't wanna - I don't wanna - I don't wanna -
I don't wanna - I don't wanna wait in vain) -
It's your love that I'm waiting on (I don't wanna - I don't wanna -
I don't wanna - I don't wanna - I don't wanna wait in vain);
It's me love that you're running from.
It's Jah love that I'm waiting on (I don't wanna - I don't wanna -
I don't wanna - I don't wanna - I don't wanna wait in vain);
It's me love that you're running from.

幹,找不到Nick Cave ><


今天去把衣物提回來,走來一路熱淚盈眶,但是我並沒有流眼淚,我突然想到Nick Cave的歌
97年買的那張,我不知道為什麼,一路上我就想到 into my arm 跟其他幾首專輯內忘記名字的旋律,該死的唱片還沒整哩,要聽找不到啊 : (

Where Do We Go Now but Nowhere?

我是一把火


星期天晚上回家,不知不覺我就哼著這首歌回家了
高中時聽過黃秋生唱過歌
買了他幾張專輯,歌藝雙全。


我是一把火 黃秋生:支離疏

我是一把火 作曲、填詞:黃秋生

我是一把火
要燒掉這世界
我是一把火 燃亮著黑夜
不管你是飛在天上
不管你是誰
不管你是將軍皇帝
我把你燒成灰 妳是我的火
照亮著我高飛
妳是我的火
燒乾了我眼淚
不管我在走過黑夜
不管我在睡
不管我是傷心落淚
妳燃亮著我心扉
啊......我愛妳有多深
啊......妳燒我有多痛
妳是我的船
我是妳的帆
妳是我的海
我是妳的浪
如果明天沒有太陽
也不會怎麼樣
如果今天看不到妳
我心跳也不能長

Talk.....


Coldplay一直我很不齒的典型英式搖滾團,說穿了我就是沒有意義的討厭就是,
太多的britpop我喜歡的除了the smith跟pulp以後就沒幾個會讓我束起大拇指
,但不巧聽到他的最近專輯內的一首歌talk 聽起來我以為是kraftwerk,讓我重新看待這個超級紅的英倫主流巨星。也許我會考慮買一張,就為這首歌。

Blogthings - What Gender Is Your Brain?

Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

Wouldn't You Miss Me?


Syd Barrett dies age 60
Pink Floyd legend passes away at home


令人遺憾震驚的消息,我還能多說什麼
唯一能作的是從唱片堆把他的作品翻出來好好懷念一下

Farewell , you crazy diamond

Artist: SYD BARRETT Song: Wouldn't You Miss Me (Dark Globe)
Oh where are you now
pussy willow that smiled on this leaf?
When I was alone you promised the stone from your heart
my head kissed the ground

I was half the way down, treading the sand
please, please, lift a hand
I'm only a person whose armbands beat
on his hands, hang tall
won't you miss me?
Wouldn't you miss me at all?

The poppy birds way
swing twigs coffee brands around
brandish her wand with a feathery tongue
my head kissed the ground
I was half the way down, treading the sand
please, please, please lift the hand
I'm only a person with Eskimo chain
I tattooed my brain all the way...
Won't you miss me?
Wouldn't you miss me at all?

十年,我跟海與蛋糕


前天偶然在朋友的ftp找到 海與蛋糕的靴腿
the sea and cake - live at vancouver (march 10th, 2003)
聽到現場的感動真是不在話下,讓我回想到10年前背著書包穿著制服,在猶豫與猜忌下買下的這張 the biz,當初聽著海與蛋糕的酸酸甜甜,慵懶不羈的回憶又重新再現了。
現在的生活,跟當時不知何才是煩惱的生活比起來,又是太截然不同,而這股清淡的酸味來自何處呢,我只想唱著那句我熟悉的歌詞
We are jacking the ball
One tear amazingly
One tear
amazingly
We are jacking the ball

8月8日 角色扮演者

8月8日 角色扮演者


8月8日出生的人天生有扮演各種不同角色的強烈慾望,然而,這並不表示他們就是經常變換人生軌道的輕浮人物,事實上,他們所嘗試的每一項改變與扮演的新角色,都經過辛苦的研究,也只有這樣,他們才能獲得成功。通常,這一天出生的人很希望能在專業上得到他人的認可與讚賞,而大多數人也都能獲得他們所想要的成功,除非他們選擇的職業不切實際或十分不適合他們的個性。

在一系列的改變之後,或回顧他們的一生,人們甚至是他們自己,都會很驚異地發現到,今天出生的人在扮演每一個角色時是多麼投入!但因為他們是講究實際與負責任的人,因此,只會在全力扮演了一個角色或得到滿足後,才會轉移到另一個角色裡。從家庭主婦變成職業婦女的母親、變換公司或職業的父親以及和不同家人相處時表現出判若兩人的小孩,都是8月8日出生者適應力極佳的證明。他們如果是演員或從事創作的藝術家,將會有十分多樣化的風格與表現方式。

有一些這一天出生的人,即使無法專注於某一項特定的工作,仍會以毫不退縮的態度,繼續嘗試新的工作,或是試一試先前被他們忽略掉的機會。然而,較成熟的人並不會容許自己一再改變,而且也不願一天到晚轉移興趣、分散精力。因此,如果他們覺得自己的承諾必須打點折扣的話,就不會在同一段時間著手一件以上的工作。基於同樣的道理,他們當然是可信任的伴侶、事業夥伴、父母與朋友。

當8月8日出生的人走錯了方向或偏離軌道時,會樂於接受他人的建議(這對這些堅守已見的人來說,真是有點不太尋常),在這個時候,他們的密友與伴侶就顯得相當重要。儘管如此,在權衡各種合理的觀點與意見之後,今天出生的人通常會獨立做出一個不大可能再被動搖的決定。

今天出生的人不妨在日常生活中嘗試多種不同的休閒娛樂,如此一來就可以獲得更多的生活樂趣。另一方面,他們的主觀意識不能太強,功利主義也該稍加節制。適度的安全感將有助於工作與生活形態上的穩定。

幸運數字和守護星
8月8日出生的人會受到數字8和土星的影響。由於土星象徵責任感、節制、謹慎與宿命主義,因此,在這一天出生的人會比較保守。而受數字8影響的人,雖然在職業生涯中有著強烈的轉業衝動,尤其是在中年時會積極想要在工作上有較大的轉變,但一般說來,他們仍會謹慎地開創新的職場。此外,太陽(獅子座的主宰行星)對土星的影響,會表現在8月8日出生者身上的強烈人格特質,不過這並不意味著他們一定具備相當的自信心。

健康
對於8月8日出生的人來說,定時的三餐、運動、睡眠與性生活,是維持健康的重要條件,而且透過身體來肯定自己是他們的重要需求,因此,一些競爭性或鍛鍊性的運動,諸如慢跑和體操,對他們都有相當大的吸引力。而為了使兩性關係更臻完美,柔情與感性的表達是不可或缺的。至於體重問題,一般來說,都能借由加強攝取穀類與新鮮蔬果等日常飲食而獲得改善。建議他們不刀多舉辦一些能讓家族成員一起參與的戶外活動,如度假、野餐、旅遊與露營等等。更重要的是,多和親近的好友或家人分享內心的情感,這是維持心理健康極有效的做法。

建議
在全力投入工作的生活中抽出一些時間來進行冥思或和家人一起休閒。讓目標更實際一點,但可別因此陷在裡面出來。保持良好的適應力與彈性。

名 人
達斯汀霍夫曼(Dustin Hoffman)美國著名電影與舞台劇演員,代表作有《畢業生》、《窈窕淑男》、《雨人》,並曾因《克拉馬對克拉瑪》獲得奧斯卡最佳男主角獎。

台灣政治家梁肅戎,曾任立法院院長,現為「和平統一促進會」理事長。

俄國芭蕾舞編舞者馬塞思(Leonide Massine),以舞碼的多樣化與戲劇化著名,作品有《火鳥》與《春之祭》。

瑞典網球選手維藍德(Matts Wielander),美國及法國網球公開賽的冠軍得主。

班尼卡特9Benny Carter)美國爵士樂中音及高音薩克斯風演奏者,也是作曲家與樂團領導人。

美國諾貝爾物理學獎得主勞倫斯(Ernest Lawrence),發明了次粒子加速器和電視彩色顯像管。

塔羅牌

大秘儀塔羅牌的第8張代表「力量」,圖片中畫著一位優雅的皇后,正在馴服一頭憤怒的獅子。皇后象徵女魔法師,可以駕馭不易控制的能量,並代表道德及體能上的優越力量。牌面正立時,這張牌代表個人的魅力以及追求成功的決心;牌面倒立則是自滿和濫權。

靜思語

什麼時候我才是真正的我呢?

優點
才華橫溢、多才多藝、負責任。

缺點
自我本位、過度要求、粗心。

2 weeks passed , I am still dying

兩星期過去了,好快嗎?
也不會,我每天都在期盼時間快點走,其實我也知道沒有時間這種東西
我希望那種哀傷可以不要再繼續腐蝕我的心
我知道這一切都是我自己選的,但那種不諒解與怨恨源源不絕的湧出
我如何去好好生活,真的好累好累,用心力栽培一段關係還是不免枯(哭)死,意外發生的卻不斷的萌芽中,一定要這樣我才能面對無常的真實面貌嗎?
昨天把Carnivàle 最後一集看完,頓然所失的感覺,成住壞空不斷的在生活內循環。
沒有常法,三年前我為了愛開始跑步,三年後我開始跑,只是為了擺脫這難受的生活
一切都是充滿苦味。
我什麼都沒有,無所得,因為期望有所得,旦毫無改變。
也許只花三年學到教訓,認清一個人,或許這也夠划算了‧
我願意寬恕你,我願意改變,我願意改變。

Des & Pen (From ABC TV serires Lost Season 2)

Dearest des,
I am writing this letter to
you as you leave for prison,and I've hidden it in the one place
you would turn to in a moment of great desperation.

I know you go away with the weight of what happened on your shoulders,
and I know the only person who can ever take it off is you.
Please don't give up, Des,
because all we really need to survive is one person who truly loves us.
And you have her.
I will wait for you. Always.
I love you.

Pen.

摘錄自Lost Season 2 最後一集的片段,可能是因為我自己的遭遇,對於這段愛情回憶的畫面有點心動與羨幕,信的內容的確是平淡無奇,但有時人需要點東西替自己找個出口,這也就是霹靂火會紅的原因了,Desmond在劇情中設定是蘇格蘭軍人因為參加一場比賽為了贏回他不被認可的愛情,碰上海難流落到這個小島,她一直到三年後才發現這封信,真是痛苦萬分,因為一切也許已經太遲,因為John Locke錯誤的判斷,Des決定犧牲生命去終止電磁爆炸的危機,灑狗血的編劇安排了一個驚喜,Pen竟然花了錢請人觀測長期觀察這個神秘之島的位置,藉由這個電磁異變,她又找到了Des。專業的編劇功力果然不能小看,令人忍不住繼續等待第三季的開播啊!


向前走

上午十一點零八分,我回到家裡‧這似乎不是很好的地方,很容易讓我找到沉溺於傷痛的各種藉口與催化,騎車在路上慢慢晃著,我感覺好多了,只是焦點在外在內的問題,雖然還是不時會不小心掉了眼淚,家裡很多東西,我不想處理它,也不想去想。
我應該有足夠能量去解決它,這不會是我的新考驗,是我的複習考,我知道我該過關的。
我要向前,我有新的任務,我來的目的,只有一個。

世界都在下雨


世界都在下雨

我的心裡也是
又繼續聽阿德的愛情專輯了
流氓阿德 / 看看這個世界





1.看看這個世界 05:06
作詞:阿德 作曲:阿德

細漢的時候 阮的阿娘有交代 天公疼好人 你都嘸通學歹
人憨憨的做 上天底勒金金看 好人出頭天 歹人會沒性命
讀冊的時候 阮的先生有教訓 禮義和廉恥 是做人的道理
用要認真讀 學歷會勝過一切 卻按怎收成 就要按怎栽種
但是你 看看這個世界 歹人過得這麼順勢
大漢了以後 走入繁華的報市 拚活又拚死 為了爭一口氣
艱苦的日子 辛酸拿來寫日記 希望有一日 總是會出頭天
社會的現實 使人膽寒的冬天 無價的良心 越來越不值錢
理想和希望 漸漸來放乎袂記 做人的道理 就是認真賺錢 但是你
看看這個世界 你敢有影真正快樂 看看這個世界 你敢袂來感覺賭爛
看看這個世界 你敢相信還有希望 看看這個世界 你敢袂來感覺怨嘆
這個世界 無法無天 無真無理 這個世界 無是無非 無情無義

2.死也甘願
作詞:阿德 作曲:阿德

我的愛像一堆熊熊的火 照著你的人 燒著我的青春
啊 妳的愛像寒冬納飛的雪 凍著妳的心 傷著我的癡情
啊 愛情是一條無奈的河 流過了時間 忘記了誓言
啊 愛情 是已經沒啥希望 無妳的日子 是生不如死
我的愛 像冷風過的火 越燒啊越痛 燒掉我的生命
啊 你的愛 像空中斷線的風箏 越飛啊越遠 永遠袂擱倒返
啊 愛人 我已經不敢奢望 妳會回心轉意 返回阮身邊
啊 愛人 我只有一個心願 妳會愛我一天

3.妳若離開
作詞:阿德 作曲:阿德

我常常在想 妳愛我多深 是不是會永遠 伴隨我的身邊
愛人 我碎碎的心 無力倘承受傷悲 妳若是離開 我就立刻會死
妳若離開 我就是一顆孤星 孤孤單單 掛在最暗的天邊 閃閃爍爍
用盡我最後一口氣 化成灰燼 墜落萬丈的深坑 喔…
妳若離開 我就是一具活屍 無魂有體 存在是一種悲哀 遊遊蕩蕩
找無妳心裡一片天 隨風飄散 無聲無息的消逝 喔…
我常常在想 妳愛我多真 是不是會隨時 離開我的身邊
愛人 我碎碎的心 妳無力倘起死回生 妳若是離開 我就立刻會死



4.男人的眼淚(流氓教授主題曲)
作詞:阿德 作曲:阿德

酒若乾 喝眼淚 煙燒盡 心澎泡
情若煞 捶心肝 愛火熄 就看破
男人的眼淚 吞下去是無奈
男人的眼淚 流出來是悲哀
男人的眼淚 流出來成苦海
我心有多痛你敢會知
我要 找一個所在 惦惦啊 躲起來袂擱想到你 袂擱為妳流眼淚
找一個所在 惦惦啊躲起來 袂擱受傷害 日日夜夜 哭悲哀




5.我恨妳
作詞:阿德 作曲:阿德

自從我愛你的彼一天開始 我就知影這世人袂當離開妳 我甘願放棄一切跟妳過日子
希望妳愛我親像我愛妳 我將妳當作每日需要的空氣 少吸一口我馬上袂當活下去
我欲將妳捆捆ㄝ綁惦我身邊 一分一秒也不願來離開
啊…我恨妳 (敢是愛情麼神附著我的身軀) 啊…啊 (才會堅心憨憨啊跟妳一直去)
啊…我恨妳 (敢是騙我喝了什麼款的符水) 啊…啊 (才會死心踏地啊為妳來癡迷)
有時我感覺妳是上天的恩惠 將妳賜給我人生這呢啊甘甜
有時我懷疑命運故意來衝治 予我吃夠夠日思夜夢的滋味
我恨妳 恨妳對我那會這呢無情
我恨妳 恨妳對我哪會這呢酷刑



6.青春哀歌
作詞:阿德 作曲:阿德

青春親像一蕊凋謝的花 歲月的風吹過就落地
可惜阮理想想甲這呢多 袂當完成袂赴後悔
青春親像一首哀傷的歌 歌詞是心酸曲是苦澀
無彩阮也想好好唱一段 奈何越唱 心肝越痛
青春哀歌唱抹煞 茫茫人生路歹行 空虛
啊 寂寞 無助 啊 孤單 只好認命 無慾按怎
青春哀歌唱抹煞 茫茫人生路歹行 空虛
啊 寂寞 無助 啊 孤單 只好認命 無慾按怎
青春親像一場空虛的夢 悲歡離合一眨變成空 枉費阮感情博甲這麼重
上介無情 是 人世間 啊 青春… 啊 哀歌…



7.醉生夢死
作詞:阿德 作曲:阿德

無望的日子 越過是越空虛 半暝在夢中驚醒 不知是活惦叨位
啊 抹喘氣 悶甲強欲死 苦悶的煙枝 一枝擱一枝 吸不完苦澀滋味 吐不煞滿腹怨氣
啊 吸一口 燻甲目屎滴 想我青春少年時 死也不驚的勇氣 冷風酸雨
啊 算是什麼 無情的現實 越擔是越不起 雄雄來抬頭照鏡 認不出是我自己
啊 是心虛 不敢看不起 日頭落又起 一日挨過一日 真不甘時間消逝 又不願一秒清醒
啊 起麻痺 拿酒做知己 看我青春漸老時 欲賭生命沒本錢 昏昏 沉沉
啊 醉生夢死 麥擱回頭 想 不再的過去 麥擱回頭 看 不清的記憶
麥擱回頭 麥擱回頭 醉生夢死 醉生夢死 醉生夢死…


8.生命夜快車
作詞:阿德 作曲:阿德

生命宛然夜快車 一去不回向前行
有生有老有病有死 有愛有恨有血有淚 有甘有甜有苦有痛 有起有落有得有失
就是沒選擇 生命夜快車
生命宛然夜快車 一去不回向前行
抹凍預料抹凍改變 抹凍要求抹凍拒絕 抹凍回頭抹凍重來 抹凍忘記抹凍操煩
就等結束 生命夜快車
出生和死亡 生命的起點 天堂和地獄 生命的終點
夜快車啊 向前行 生命啊 再會吧
夜快車啊 向前行 生命啊 再會吧
夜快車啊 向前行 生命啊 再會吧


9.平凡的小花蕊
作詞:阿德 作曲:阿德

阮不是玫瑰 雖然美麗但是多刺 不是蘭花 雖然幽香但是嬌貴
阮只是路邊 一叢春天的小花蕊 只要有土花就會開 阮是平凡的小花蕊
沒玫瑰的嬌媚 沒蘭花的香味 沒人知阮名字 沒迷人的身軀
沒美麗的花枝 沒人將阮注意 但是阮攏無所謂
惦惦啊開啊 惦惦啊美 惦惦啊活下去 阮是平凡的小花蕊 阮是平凡的小小花蕊





10.全世界都在下雨
作詞:阿德 作曲:阿德

我想要找一個 無風無雨的所在 坐下來 想看麥 茫霧的未來
好像一場夢 無聲無息的存在 不要將夢打醒
祈求上天 縱然是將會 失去生命 也抹來害怕
我慌亂的心內 總是不安的憂愁 擔心妳 是影子 隨時會消失
但願變成鳥 展翅飛到妳身邊 永遠相依相偎
生死相隨 縱然是流浪 天邊海角 也感覺幸福
雖然 全世界攏在下雨 冰冷無情 無位倘躲
因為有妳 所以願意 心甘情願往前飛 我愛妳
全世界攏在下雨 失去方向 無路倘退

因為有妳 給我勇氣 不顧一切往前飛 我愛妳
我孤獨的等待 黑夜漸漸地過去
 風歇了 雨停了 彩虹在天際 好想抱著妳 停歇在妳的心底
無情的時間啊 求你停止 縱然是短暫 虛幻的夢 也感覺滿足
就算 全世界攏在下雨 前方的路 走來痛苦
因為有妳 將心打開 無怨無悔往前飛
我愛妳 雨 下個不停 雨 淋傷我心 我愛妳 愛妳

沒有殘留的一天

再一次的,我又嘗到我不願意面對真實而欲要顛倒見的去執著我已經無能挽回的愛情,如同世尊不忍看著那注定必死無疑的族人們,三次擋駕欲屠城的大軍。
或許我只有努力一次而已,其實我願意繼續努力遺憾的是沒有時間給我再來一次了,在這裡我想要紀念的是,我那已經完全乾枯的愛情。
宿命大環境的險峻,我最最親愛的L啊,我一點也不後悔我說的,你是唯一我願意燃燒生命,全心奉獻的摯愛,在此我僅能用我日益破碎的中文來述說這段與你相識的時光,我不會忘記,已經牢牢烙在我的識田裡,希望以後我們都會很美好,我要說的只有三個字而已,不多也不少,我愛你。

關聖帝君封為佛教護法神八卦

關聖帝君被封為迦藍菩薩的故事
摘錄自中國歷史文化上的關羽"學術研討會論文集

在玉泉山建造玉泉寺的是天台智顗,據説關羽曾經幫助他成就了這一事業。可見《佛祖統記》卷六的記載:

開皇)十二年(592)……十二月。師(指智顗棗方按)至荊州,旋鄉答地,將建福庭。乃於當陽玉泉山此地在隋通為荊州。朱梁時分,置荊門軍。創立精舍,及重修十住寺。道俗稟戒聽講者,至五千餘人。

初至當陽,望沮漳山色堆藍,欲卜清溪,以為道場。意嫌迫隘,遂上金龍。池北百餘步有一大木,婆娑偃蓋,中虛如菴。乃於其處,趺坐入定。一日天地晦冥,風雨 號怒。妖怪殊形,倏忽千變。有巨蟒長十餘丈,張口內向。陰魔列陳,砲矢如雨。經一七日,了無懼色。師閔之曰:「汝所為者,生死眾業。貪著餘福,不自悲 悔。」言訖,象妖俱滅。

其夕雲開月明,見二人威儀如王。長者美髯而豐厚,少者冠帽而秀髮。前致敬曰:「予即關羽。漢末紛亂,九州瓜裂。曹操不仁,孫權自保。予義臣蜀漢,期復帝 室。時事相違,有志不遂。死有餘烈,故王此山。大德聖師,何枉神足?」師曰:「欲於此地建立道場,以報生身之德耳。」神曰:「願哀閔我愚,特垂攝受。此去 一舍,山如覆船,其土深厚。弟子當與子平蜀先主拜羽前將軍。率眾攻曹仁不克,孫權已據江陵。羽因遁走。吳馬忠獲羽及其子平,於章鄉斬之。《唐書》:羽生侍 中興,其裔孫播相德宗。建寺化供,護持佛法。願師安禪,七日以須其成。」

師既出定,見湫潭千丈化為平阯,棟宇煥麗巧奪人目,神運鬼工其速若是。師領眾入居,晝夜演法。

一日神白師曰:「弟子今日獲聞出世間法,願洗心易念,求受戒品*,永為菩提之本。」師即秉鑪,授以五戒。於是神之威德,昭布千里。遠近瞻禱,莫不肅敬。智 者上《玉泉圖》,必應表聞神異。故晉王答書有云:「當陽建寺,既事出神心,理生望表,即當具奏嘉號。」章安撰《別傳》,略不及關王事,殊所未曉。若謂之無 所聞知,則章安親在玉泉聽講矣。謂之不語神怪,則華頂安禪,強軟二魔,必言之矣。矧夫關氏事蹟,逮今神應,豈於當時有所遺逸邪?今據玉泉碑以補其闕,用彰 吾祖之聖德若此。至若《別傳》敘事之際尚多浮辭,今並刪略,務存簡實。至他所未錄者,今並收載。覽者宜知。

十三年(593)二月,晉王入朝。行次陝州,遣書往荊州奉迎。夏四月,於玉泉說《法華玄義》。章安雲「次在江陵,奉蒙《玄義》」是也。五月,遣智邃奉書晉 王,上《玉泉伽藍圖》,並求撰衡禪師碑。因獻萬春樹皮袈裟。梁武帝時,外國所貢。王答曰:「奉旨於當陽造寺。既事出神心,理生望表。詳此二句,正言關王建 寺之事。即當具奏嘉號。」時自春徂夏,天旱不雨,百姓咸謂龍怒。師至水發之源,口咒手揮,風雨交集。民眾大喜,歌詠滿道。荊州總管王積入山致拜,戰汗不 已。退謂人曰:「吾屢經軍陳,臨危更勇。未嘗如今日之怖懼。《隋書》:王世積,後為涼州總管,謀反被誅。七月,王以創寺奏上。賜名玉泉。

大智度論卷14摘要

●持戒能護諸根(indriya)。護諸根則生禪定(dhyAna)。 生禪定則生智慧,生智慧(prajJA)得至佛道;是為持戒生毘梨耶波羅蜜。

●菩薩心知,如佛所說:「眾生無始(anAdika),世界無際(ananta),往來五道,輪轉無量。」我亦曾為眾生父母、兄弟,眾生亦皆曾為我父母、兄弟,當來亦爾 。以是推之,不應惡心而懷瞋害。