云何是愛 ?

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〔涅槃部類〕〔涅槃部〕 大般涅槃經, 聖行品第七之三
善男子。
云何菩薩摩訶薩住於大乘大般涅槃觀察集諦。善男子。
菩薩摩訶薩觀此集諦是陰因緣。所謂集者還愛於有。愛有二種。
一愛己身。二愛所須。復有二種。
未得五欲繫心專求。既求得已堪忍專著。復有三種。
欲愛色愛無色愛。復有三種。
業因緣愛煩惱因緣愛苦因緣愛。出家之人有四種愛。
何等為四。衣服飲食臥具湯藥。復有五種。
貪著五陰隨諸所須一切愛著。
分別挍計無量無邊。善男子。愛有二種。一者善愛二不善愛
不善愛者。惟愚求之善法愛者諸菩薩求。
善法愛者復有二種不善與善。
二乘者名為不善。求大乘者是名為善。善男子。
凡夫愛者名之為集。不名為諦。
菩薩愛者名之實諦不名為集。何以故。為度眾生所以受生。
不以愛故而受生也。迦葉菩薩白佛言。世尊。
如佛世尊。於餘經中為諸眾生說業為因緣。
或說憍慢。或說六觸。或說無明。
為五盛陰而作因緣。今以何義說四聖諦。
獨以愛性為五陰因。佛讚迦葉菩薩。善哉善哉。善男子。
如汝所說。諸因緣者非為非因。
但是五陰要因於愛。善男子。譬如大王若出遊巡。
大臣眷屬悉皆隨從。愛亦如是隨愛行處。
是諸結等亦復隨行。譬如膩衣隨有塵著著則隨住。
愛亦如是隨所愛處業結亦住。復次善男子。
譬如濕地則能生牙。
愛亦如是能生一切業煩惱牙。善男子。
菩薩摩訶薩住是大乘大般涅槃深觀此愛。凡有九種。
一如債有餘。
二如羅剎女婦。
三如妙花莖中有毒蛇纏之。
四如惡食性所不便而強食之。
五如婬女。
六如摩樓迦子。
七如瘡中息肉。
八如暴風。
九如彗星。
云何名為如債有餘。善男子。
譬如窮人負他錢財。雖償欲畢餘未畢故。
猶繫在獄而不得脫。聲聞緣覺亦復如是。
以有愛習之餘氣故。
不能得成阿耨多羅三藐三菩提。善男子。是名如債有餘。善男子。
云何如羅剎女婦。善男子。
譬如有人以羅剎女而為婦妾。是羅剎女隨所生子生已便噉子。
既盡已復噉其夫。善男子。愛羅剎女亦復如是。
隨諸眾生生善根子隨生隨食。
善子既盡復噉眾生。令墮地獄畜生餓鬼。唯除菩薩。
是名如羅剎女婦。善男子。
云何如妙花莖毒蛇纏之。譬如有人性愛好花。
不見花莖毒蛇過患即便前捉。捉已蛇螫螫已命終。
一切凡夫亦復如是。
貪五欲花不見是愛毒蛇過患而便受取。即為愛毒之所蠍螫。
命終墮於三惡道中。唯除菩薩。是名如妙花莖毒蛇纏之。
善男子。云何所不便食而強食之。
譬如有人所不便食而強食之。食已腹痛患下而死。
愛食亦爾。五道眾生強食貪著。
以是因緣墮三惡道。唯除菩薩。是名所不便食而強食之。
善男子。云何婬女。譬如愚人與婬女通。
而彼婬女巧作種種諂媚現親。悉奪是人所有錢財。
錢財既盡便復驅逐。愛之婬女亦復如是。
愚人無智與之交通。
而是愛女奪其所有一切善法。善法既盡驅逐令墮三惡道中。
唯除菩薩。是名婬女。善男子。云何摩樓迦子。
譬如摩樓迦子若鳥食已隨糞墮地。
或因風吹來在樹下即便生長。纏繞縛束尼拘陀樹。
令不增長遂至枯死。愛摩樓迦子亦復如是。
纏縛凡夫所有善法。不令增長遂至枯滅。
既枯滅已命終之後墮三惡道。唯除菩薩。
是名摩樓迦子。善男子。云何瘡中息肉。
如人久瘡中生息肉。其人要當勤心療治莫生捨心。
若生捨心瘡息增長虫疽復生。
以是因緣即便命終。凡夫愚人五陰瘡痍亦復如是。
愛於其中而為息肉。應當勤心療治愛息。
若不治者命終即墮三惡道中。唯除菩薩。
是名瘡中息肉。善男子。云何暴風。
譬如暴風能偃山移岳拔深根栽。愛暴大風亦復如是。
於父母所而生惡心。
能拔大智舍利弗等無上深固菩提根栽。唯除菩薩。是名暴風。
善男子。云何如彗星。
譬如彗星出現天下一切人民飢饉病瘦癭諸苦惱。愛之彗星亦復如是。
能斷一切善根種子。
令凡夫人孤窮飢饉生煩惱病。流轉生死受種種苦。唯除菩薩。
是名彗星。善男子。
菩薩摩訶薩住於大乘大般涅槃。觀察愛結如是九種。善男子。
以是義故諸凡夫人有苦無諦。
聲聞緣覺有苦有苦諦而無真實。諸菩薩等解苦無苦。
是故無苦而有真實。諸凡夫人有集無諦。
聲聞緣覺有集有集諦。諸菩薩等解集無集。
是故無集而有真諦。聲聞緣覺有滅非真。
菩薩摩訶薩有滅有真諦。聲聞緣覺有道非真。
菩薩摩訶薩有道有真諦。

神奇的它心通腦內占圤


今天彷彿置身伊拉克。

神妙的腦內預測。
<轉錄>
腦內Maker組成解釋

惱 -> 煩惱
愛 -> 愛
休 -> 解釋為只想休息的人。能坐就不站、能躺就不坐。
H -> SEX (性、隨時都想來一發,往好處想體力應該很好)
食 -> 吃。號姑。(要台語發音,吃東西的台語俏皮版,就是愛吃)
金 -> 錢。
欲 -> 物欲、甚至要說是 權力的欲也可以。因為整個腦都是欲的芭樂,就是一直以為自己是一個很行的卡小。事實上他只是個屁。 準。
(一看就是作者把上司的名字打進去,然後出現的字,事實上他只是個屁是整句話的精隨)

秘 -> 就 密秘。 藏私。隱私。
遊 - > 七逃人。
(台語,喜歡趴趴走又帶點不務正業的人,負面多一點,不要自我安慰是旅遊台的勇闖天涯那種)

噓 -> 謊言。白七人。
(原作者真的很愛用台語,正解應該是白
的惡。
忘 -> 健忘、放空、無我之境界?
逃 -> .逃避。 逃在某種程度來說也滿恐怖。
(寫的有點深奧,應該是指不願面對的駝鳥心態吧!那跟恐怖有什麼關係?不解中)

學 -> 和中文一樣是學習。 真是熱血正面的一個字。
酒 -> 能有這個字真是太酷了。
友 -> 我老板的半個頭都是"友"與愛 。 難怪他生意都做不大。
(根本沒解釋到這個字,我想到的是友誼,友情戰士,太重朋友會把女朋友擺第二位那類的人?)

妄 -> 妄想 。 很愛肖想一些有的沒的。
變 -> 我只聯想到 變態的變。 變質者。 -> 日文有這個
貓 ->這是打杜正勝進去發現的新字,貓其實是不錯的傢伙,但是放在這裡,可能有三隻小豬和愛打記者的意思吧?

Dumb before


最近一連串的魯莽行事讓我著時懊悔不已,也許可以不這麼令人失落,但終究個性決定路線。
唯一的安慰是在小白兔發現了Whysall lane,我完全不知道這團是亞裔老將Richard Baluyut的新組合。
當我聽到的時候一度以為是versus某張我不太熟悉的歌曲。
後來猛然一問才發現,啊哈,是的理查兄久違了。
你是讓Plus/Minus遜色的原因。


Not A Fool




No, I am not a fool for you , no more...


習氣,我不要再被你愚弄了。

Even More than this

不變的聲音,人長大了,心依舊抑鬱。

盒子是港人龔志成與(Peter Suart)彼得小話的組合,go home這張專輯是1993年他們自己發表的專輯。
我在97(96?)年他們來來台北與黑鳥一起來表演的時候購入。彼得的廣東話相當好,我還記得他與黑鳥郭達年大叔一起演唱的畫面。
十年的時間,我現在聽了還是一樣有點唏噓。



盒子/ 番屋企 Box /Go home
More than this





Lyric

Now things aren't looking so good
In this fragile house running out of wood
But there's so much more than this
So i drink to you and bless you with this kiss
And everything's gonna work out right

Now help is so far away
Everyone waiting for judgment day
But I see you , I hear you cry
But we never have to say goodbye
And everything's gonna work out right

How sometimes our horizons pressing down
And there's madness in the streets of this town
And the conflict is on every hand but somewhere..

There's a different land
And everything's gonna work out right

Now things are looking real good
In this shared house of stone and wood
But there's still so much more than this
So i drink to you and bless you with this kiss
And everything's gonna work out right

另一首
Stick it up
也是讓我著實聽了不下十來遍



I ain't Mr.August

I won't fuck us over, but I was fucked-up indeed

收錄在全國電子樂隊的鱷魚內,唱片行應該買的到吧。
來自紐約,五人組合(內有一對兄弟檔)
新團輩出,他們的新專輯不知道如何呢?
The National - Mr. November Live




The National - Mr. November Lyrics


This is nothing like it was in my room
In my best clothes
Trying to think of you
This is nothing like it was in my room
In my best clothes

The English are waiting
And I don't know what to do
In my best clothes
This is when I need you

The English are waiting
And I don't know what to do
In my best clothes

I'm the new blue blood, I'm the great white hope
I'm the new blue blood

I won't fuck us over, I'm Mr. November
I'm Mr. November, I won't fuck us over
[repeat]

I wish that I believed in fate
I wish I didn't sleep so late
I used to be carried in the arms of cheerleaders
[repeat]

I'm the new blue blood, I'm the great white hope
I'm the new blue blood

I won't fuck us over, I'm Mr. November
I'm Mr. November, I won't fuck us over
[repeat]

I wish that I believed in fate
I wish I didn't sleep so late
I used to be carried in the arms of cheerleaders
[repeat]

I'm the new blue blood, I'm the great white hope
I'm the new blue blood
I won't fuck us over, I'm Mr. November
I'm Mr. November, I won't fuck us over

Carol, Carol, Carol,.....

Seu是道地正港的貧民窟小孩出身的巴西歌手,聲音味道跟另一位Jorge Ben有點神似(我怎麼聽都有點像。)
是首動聽悅耳的情歌。
加班加到神智不清,決定聽完再回家。
Ô Carolina eu só quero amar você..


Artist: Seu Jorge
Album: Samba Esporte Fino

Carolina Acoustic Version






Lyrics: Carolina


Carolina é uma menina bem difícil de esquecer
Andar bonito e um brilho no olhar
Tem um jeito adolescente que me faz enlouquecer
E um molejo que não vou te enganar
Maravilha feminina, meu docinho de pavê
Inteligente, ela é muito sensual
Eu te confesso que estou apaixonado por você
Ô Carolina isso é muito natural
Ô Carolina eu preciso de você
Ô Carolina não vou suportar não te ver
Ô Carolina eu preciso te falar
Ô Carolina eu vou amar você
De segunda a segunda eu fico louco pra te ver
Quanto eu te ligo você quase nunca está
Isso era outra coisa que eu queria te dizer
não temos tempo então melhor deixar pra lá
a princípio no Domingo o que você quer fazer
faça um pedido que eu irei realizar
olha aí amigo eu digo que ela só me dá prazer
Essa mina Carolina é de abalar
Ô Carolina eu preciso de você
Ô Carolina não vou suportar não te ver
Ô Carolina eu preciso te falar
Ô Carolina eu vou amar você
Carolina, Carolina
Carolina, preciso te encontrar
Carolina, me sinto muito só
Carolina, preciso te dizer
Ô Carolina eu só quero amar você
Carol, Carol, Carol, ...

Tha...Tha...Tha...Tha....thank you ... all of you



吃了生平從來沒有吃過這麼難吃的日本料理buffet
企圖回家看幾本漫畫來chillout的時候,發現火影忍者給我休刊。
回家開電腦還發現老弟用驢子駝了一堆難看的A片,並且吃光了頻寬。
度過了這麼奇妙的老子節以後。

我不僅要心懷感激的說,謝謝所有我生命中的所有朋友、好的、壞的、令人印象深刻、令我傷心透頂、令我氣個半死、願意跟我碎碎念、願意聽我哭訴的每一位朋友。
真的,謝謝你們。
讓我覺得活著充滿了趣味。

obrigado !
obrigado !
Soul Bossa Trio Thank you






再次謝謝日本的Soul bossa trio帶來的 "謝謝你"
成軍14年走巴西爵士路線的酸爵組合。
搖擺吧。

Just A Little Bit Closer तो 30

應景一下好了。
今天不可以悶,知道嗎?
No more sorry for today
Bungle 是老字號的鼓打貝斯玩家。與很多大咖的混音都令我喜愛。
與Marky等巴西掛有很多合作,我收的黑膠單曲有好多都看的到他的名字。
MC Darrison 的口音讓我有一點辨識不清。(Da 也在Dj Fresh 的all the jazz單曲擔任Vocal)
我依稀記得,對,可以讓我再近點好嗎?

BUNGLE feat DARRISON - Just A Little Bit Closer




別搞藍了我的棕眼

大叔的星期一,被預告的加班時程,與預定中提早收到的牌。
不知不覺的揀起了Devine & Statton來聽聽
這首收錄在 [1990] Cardiffians的口水歌相當的溫暖令人惆悵不已,啊,我不想長大。
這世界真殘酷(鬧鐘為什麼是8:30?)

D&S是Ian Devine跟Alison Statton的組合,Alison同時也是年輕大理石巨人的團員。是英國新浪潮運動下赫赫有名的樂團。
Crystal Gayle 是原唱,70年代知名的鄉村歌手(長的跟Natacha Atlas有點像耶)
1978年份的這首歌,跟我ㄧ樣大。生日快樂,傻子。

Crystal Gayle - Don't It Make My Brown Eyes Blue (1978)





Devine & Statton的版本


Don't it Make My Brown Eyes Blue - Crystal Gayle

Don't know when I've been so blue
Don't know what's come over you
You've found someone new
And don't it make my brown eyes blue

I'll be fine when you're gone
I'll just cry all night long
Say it isn't true
And don't it make my brown eyes blue

Tell me no secrets, tell me some lies
Give me no reasons, give me alibis
Tell me you love me and don't make me cry
Say anything but don't say goodbye

I didn't mean to treat you bad
Didn't know just what I had
But, honey, now I do
And don't it make my brown eyes
Don't it make my brown eyes
Don't it make my brown eyes blue

Don't it make my brown eyes
Don't it make my brown eyes
Don't it make my brown eyes blue

Don't it make my brown eyes
Don't it make my brown eyes
Don't it make my brown eyes blue

This Charming man (I wish I was)

是,今晚應該出門的,但是我沒有。
Dear My Majesty,we should go out tonight.
性感的摩里西,1984年的,願我有他一半的魅力就好。



THIS CHARMING MAN Lyrics
The Smiths

A punctured bicycle
On a hillside desolate
Can nature make a man of me yet ?

And in this charming car
This charming man


Why pamper life's complexity
When the leather runs smooth
On the passenger seat ?


I would go out tonight
But I haven't got a stitch to wear
This man said "It's gruesome that someone so handsome should care"


A jumped up pantry boy
Who never knew his place
He said "return the ring"
He knows so much about these things
He knows so much about these things


I would go out tonight
But I haven't got a stitch to wear
This man said "It's gruesome that someone so handsome should care"
Na, na-na, na-na, na-na, this charming man ...
Na, na-na, na-na, na-na, this charming man ...


A jumped up pantry boy
Who never knew his place
He said "return the ring"
He knows so much about these things
He knows so much about these things
He knows so much about these things


New York version adds :

I would go out tonight
But I haven't got a stitch to wear


I would go out tonight
But I haven't got a stitch to wear
Oh, la-la, la-la, la-la, this charming man ...
Oh, la-la, la-la, la-la, this charming man ...


A jumped up pantry boy
Who never knew his place
He said "return the ring"
He knows so much about these things
He knows so much about these things
He knows so much about these things